♥ Thursday, May 31, 2007

haiis..i'm so sick now..haven been talking the whole day..haiis..wad to do?so sick..no energy to talk..just drank lots of water..now i feel like vomiting..but nothing comes out..my stomach feels uncomfortable..haiis..when i stand up,no energy..i might faint anytime..darkness everywhere..haiis..my eye vision is also blurred..i dun need any specs..but it seems as if something is blocking my eye that i can't see so clearly..can't go out in this condition..so i had to stay at home the whole day..how i wish he would just even care for mi..i would be in cloud nine..but...i guess it'll never happen..no one noes what he's thinking..i msg him,he seldom reply..it makes mi so hurts..haiis..wad can i do..let nature take its own course..i don't wan to care anymore..haiis..let fate decide for mi..let fate decide if he'll be mine..i won't take anymore action..haiis..wait till he msg mi ba..but i also noe it'll never happen in real life..cos it's always mi msging him..and not he msg mi..haiis..my mood is down..no mood to write le..end here..

your love was like a shadow @ 6:54 PM

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yeahs..finally i'm done with the 5/1 blog..everything's done..if i missed out anything please tell mi..wakaka..hahas..hmm..anyway,i forgot to add something in ytd..hmm..in maths lesson,the lesson was ending..his class was about to walk pass my class to go to 1/1 for mr azhar lesson..well and he walked passed..i saw him..so did melina..and she asked joshua to look out..and joshua saw and he called out his name..i was totally stunned..i quickly looked out at him..luckily he didn't hear..and i kicked joshua's chair real hard..and right after he called his name,he quickly lie down on his table..shit sia..so luckily he didn't hear sia..wad a close shave..hmm..thats all ba..anything maybe later or wad then update ba..

your love was like a shadow @ 5:00 PM

♥ Wednesday, May 30, 2007

oh fucks..sians..i spent so much time doing up the new 5/1 blog..and i was almost done..and microsoft have to be screwed up..wtf..i spend so much time..didn't get to save it..and i watched the screen closed the window..haiis..i spent hours doing it..waste my effort..haiis..nvm..next time when i really free then do up everything again..haiis..no mood to write le la..dunno wad to write also..borings..i seriously hope that he will automatic msg mi even if i dun msg him..even if i msg him..nowadays he also seldom reply le..haiis..hmm..anyway..was quite angry with jeremy la..i dun like his attitude towards mi..i noe he's just playing around..but i dun like ppl to raise their voice at mi when i talk to them nicely..they will only make mi piss off..wad else..and he kept banging my table real hard during a-maths lesson when we had to go to other class..ms koh help mi..hahas..he not gentleman la..bully girl!!!boo..to jeremy:)hahas..lutfi is a chilli padi..cos he's hot..and from now on i shall just call him chilli padi..hahas..oh one more thing..my uncle is being stupid..now his job only earn 900++..then daddy today ask him during dinner..ask him got job to deliver cars battery..deliver only le..so easy job los..somemore is daddy de friend lo..sure give face de ma..somemore if mc or leave,got salary de lo..whereas his now de job dun have..boos..somemore..the pay is way much higher..the delivery job can easily earn up to 1300++per month le..and he rejected it..he can drive around in a van..but he'd rather stand in the sun and water the plants..wakaka..how stupid can a person be?boos..wakaka..hmm..ytd and today..saw kendrick under my blk..zai zai is waiting for chun hian..then when i cross road that time,then saw them walk to sch together..wakakas..hmm..nth much to write le..i also dunno i write this for wad?hahas..

your love was like a shadow @ 9:49 PM

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today was very sians..lets talk about ytd first..
29/5/07
hmm..ytd also boring la..and was like damm tired la..so keep sleeping in class..and i finish my maths paper that ms shim gave..the part 2 of our paper one..hahas..so skip skip..cos alot dunno how to ma..espically vectors..then the rest read le,dunno how to do,then skip..hahas..skip like 3 question lor..hahas..then finish then sleep lo..hahas..was damm tired la..but joshua keep disturbing mi..cos his chair keep hitting my table..sians..i in class also very quiet..cos was tired ma..then he still disturb mi..and he still ask mi y i so shag..hahas..then i say tired lo..hahas..hmm..anyway,during break time,he queue behind jy only..and as usual..she always behind mi..hahas..then i talk to her,so much turn ma..hahas..then she suddenly ask mi who is behind her..then i just say him lor..hahas..then she laugh..hahas..hmm..then after break,went back class..borings..amaths..wanted to sleep de..cos ms koh nv come ma..but josh and my "gang" kept talking to mi..then ended up we spend the whole 1 hour playing and talking away..and ms shim keep asking us to keep quiet..but the moment she turned away,the noise is back..hahas..anyway,brandon is crazy..hahas..he call mi in class..but i nv feel vibration..cos my pocket loose ma..hahas..then nv put on my lap..hahas..so nv feel anything..then he just ask lutfi to call mi..and wad he wanted was for mi to pass my fone to him..in lesson..and he was like at one end,and mi at the other end..hahas..then i said he was crazy..hahas..hmm..after the lesson,went to com lab 3..for the career thing..hahas..i think the result not really accurate one lo..hahas..i only got 1 job?hahas..cos i was like lazy to do..and was distracted..hahas..so just faster finish..whatever..hahas..hmm..i msg him but he nv reply mi..sobs..hmm..back at home..hmm..talked to my brother during dinner..FUCKS..my uncle shouted at us to shut up!!!FUCK YOU!!!YOU DUN HAVE ANY RIGHTS TO CALL US TO SHUT UP..SO WAD IF YOU ARE OUR SENIOR..BASTARD..YOU'RE JUST LIKE A MAD DOG TO US!!BE IT MY BROTHER,MI,MY PARENTS..EVERYONE OF US THINKS THAT YOU ARE A MAD DOG..SO STOP SHOUTING AS US..COS YOU DUN HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO SO..HMM..WHATEVER CRAP..YOU SUCKS FOR SURE..YOU DEFTINELY ACT LIKE A CHILDISH UNCLE..FUCK!!!!!at nights..matin replied mi msg..then we chatted until 10.3o liddats..then i tired le..so i just say anything then talk tmr los..hahas..he also asked mi y i liked that guy..hahas..then i say i also dunno..feeling los..hahas..hmm..he say he dun wan mi to hold my hopes too high and i get hurt in the end..hahas..wad a good friend i've got..haha..hmm..after that,he say there are many fishes in the ocean..can find one that like mi de..lols..hahas..i also told him that he nv reply my msg..then he ask mi to call him..was like damm crazy la..i just replied..i call him..siao ar..i will dunno wad to say de..hahas..lol..then he nv say anything los..just told mi about the fish thing..hahas..hmm..then nth much le..

30/5/07
today..sians..still tired..woke up in the morning..didn't wanted to go sch de..was like damm tired la..hahas..sians..lesson all the way..today no english!!yippee~hmm..during break,zhong buy fast ma..then he still purposely tap mi then eat for mi to see..siao..crazy bugger..hahas..hmm..didn't talk to him..hahas..then lutfi in class whacked mi again for nothing..hmm..cos he said i whole day didn't talk to him..then he bored..so he disturb mi..i replied..not i nv talk to u lo..is you nv talk to mi..hahas..ok..end..maths..borings..ms shim gave us cumulative frequency graph to draw..hahas..and finally i can draw on my own..faster than ms shim..hahas..before she go thru her answer,i found the answer le..hahas..i also taught lutfi how to draw..cos he asked mi how to draw ma..then he dunno how to draw..so i explained to him..hahas..and as usual,he made the same mistake as wad i made in the past..hahas..hmm..i used to mix the x and y axis up..thats why last time my graphs all wrong de..hahas..hmm..thanks to jing yi,cos she last time told mi x is on top and y is below..thats how i remembered..hahas..hmm..think nth much le ba..if got any updates,tonight then update agains los..hahas..bb..

your love was like a shadow @ 6:09 PM

♥ Monday, May 28, 2007

sians..today the mt paper was like ok la..but then i dun have enough time..i rushed thru the last passage..nv even read properly or do properly los..sians..like left 20 mins,then i realise i was slow..still got one more passage haven read and do..siao liaos..so i quickly read thur..then faster anyhow do..was like practically lifting from the passage lo..no time to think or wad..haiis..depression sia..then after exam..was like damm hungry..so i went home straight..nv loiter around..hahas..was also very tired ma..hahas..so went home..the moment i stepped into my house..i tell mummy:mummy,wo du zi hen er..hahas..then she tell mi behind got porridge..and is one of my favourite porridge..hahas..so eat..hahas..then after awhile,mummy got cook barley ma..so she scooped the barley up..hahas..then i say i want to eat..cos i like to eat barley ma..hahas..hmm..then i go put the milk in..so nice..hahas..hmm..then pei mummy watch her serial drama for awhile..then di di come home..i cannot tahan liaos..too tired..watch tv until going sleep le..somemore i ytd around 1 am then sleep los..hahas..sleep until 6 plus..so shuang that time,then daddy ask mi wake up..hahas..hmm..then cannot tahan,so go sleep los..hahas..from 3 plus sleep until 6.30 lidda,then mummy ask mi to wake up and eat..hahas..5 plus di di got call mi wake up..i opened my eye..wah..still very tired..so close my eye again..then 5.30 and 6 wake up again,but still very tired..so slept all the way until 6.30 lor..hahas..hmm..i today nv msg him les..haiis..dunno wad to do also..he now also seldom reply mi le..last time i ask him wad he doing all this,he will reply de..but now he nv le..haiis..dunno what guys are thinking sometimes..haiis..would someone just tell mi what guys think?haiis..hmm..when wanna go out??i need to go shop at topman shop for joshua's b'day present..hahas..after i buy his present,i'll be broke for quite sometime..hahas..hmm..then must start saving up agains for father's day and july friend de present..july like so many ppl b'day los..includes my mummy and my brother..hahas..sians..broke for july..hahas..later i buy things for daddy on father day,then mummy sure say i bias de..nv buy anything for her..cos that time i broke ma..hahas..so now must save more money..then buy something for mummy..later she say i bias..hahas..hmm..dunno wad to write le..also not much mood to write..but i still remembered what happened in the girls toilet today..hahas..chill mans..end here le..

your love was like a shadow @ 9:31 PM

♥ Sunday, May 27, 2007

yes..finally i change my blog skin le..give some comments le..the current blogskin nicer or the last time one nicer..hahas..hmm..ytd i 2 plus then sleep seh..like around 2.30 then sleep..hahas..i thinking of wanting to wake up at today 2 plus de..but then i 8 plus wake up by stupid motorcycle..damm noisy sia..haiis..so 8 plus wake up..can't get back to sleep until like 1/2 hour liddat..hahas..then sleep until 12 plus..mummy ask mi wake up to go out eat..hahas..so go out eat los..hahas..then waiting for bus that time,terence msg mi..hahas..he want to take smt from mi..then i say when i reach home then i msg him los..hahas..but i totally forgot..then he saw mi on-line..then he come meet mi..hahas..somemore he stay one blk away from mi only ma..hahas..just now also went to the blk party..hahas..say wai hong and evelyn there..hahas..hmm..then nth much le los..hahas..think end here le ba..for those taking o level mt tmr..all the best for tmr's exam..good luck:)zhong have better not call mi at 3 am today..cos i will be switching it to silent mode..see how he call..call also no one will pick up de..hahas..

your love was like a shadow @ 6:35 PM

♥ Saturday, May 26, 2007

hmm..today was a super boring day..didn't go out..hahas..and i slept till 12.40+,like going to one then i woke up..first thing i did was to msged him..but he nv reply mi..haiis..hmm..then went to wash up my face..and everything..ok..everything done..went outside..watch tv..no show..borings..hahas..still felt tired..still feel like sleeping..cos i dunno y i 2 plus,going 3 liddats wake up..cos i tot like 6 plus am le..hahas..so see time,going to 3 nia..ok..go back sleep..hahas..first time,my sat so sians..hahas..borings..ok..so i just sat at the sofa..do nth..like going rot away..hahas..and..my com's down..hahas..and lots of my blogger stuffs in it..i didn't save it into my thumb drive b4 switching over to the laptop..hahas..sians..next time must fix the com..then must save everything into the thumb drive..hahas..hmm..sians..dunno wad to write le..borings..he also nv reply my msges..borings..misses him many many..hahas..feel like changing my blogskin agains..ok..i've decided..i'll change it when i have time and when i get the com fixed..then i'll transfer everything over to here..b4 changing..hahas..downloaded lots of themes into my hp too:)gonna end here..

[[missess manny manny]]

your love was like a shadow @ 10:36 PM

♥ Friday, May 25, 2007

yesterday had the stupid practical exam..was like dunno wad to do..so do slowly..hmm..i think my reation all wrong de los..by rights the lime water should be put in another test tube..but i pour it into the same test tube..siao liaos..but still got carbon dioxide..hahas..hmm..think fail liaos los..sians..hmm..

today got the prcs idol and the use ur hands campaign..hahas..this year prcs idol totally sucks la..was like all dunno how to sing de..hahas..but no choice have to vote..so voted for wei min..hahas..no. 4..hahas..hmm..then later went to canteen to eat..walked past him..cos need to go to my table ma..somemore he standing beside my table only..hahas..so walked past him..but we both got no reaction..hahas..hmm..then later went to the use ur hands campaign..hahas..actually didn't wanted to come sch de..is cos of the prcs idol..then come..hahas..but our class today only got 20+ ppl nia..hahas..hmm..then in class,ms shim ask mi to hang the curtain..cos i was like the only tallest girl left in class..then the boys all kena called to do other jobs in the sch..and bao hui also nv come..hahas..so bo bian los..have to climb on the table..so high..hahas..then yijie laugh..hahas..then do halfway,i look out..then saw him..hahas..he cleaning the pillar..and i think he saw mi climb on the table,hanging the curtain also..hahas..cos he got look in ma..hahas..hmm..then hang finish curtain..then wear my shoe..then go wash hand los..hahas..then we talk in class..talked to josh,peiming and mel..hahas..hmm..then after the cleaning and everything,we sit down and talk with miss shim..keep talking bad about teachers..hahas..say all the male teachers in our sch cannot make it as bf de..hahas..then everyone laughs..hahas..hmm..then we disiao ms shim somemore..hahas..hmm..then later,give back result slip..and surprisingly,ms shim doesn't wan to see my mum this year..she say she see her so many time already..hahas..so i got back result slip even though i fail all my subjects..hahas..hmm..then after get back,then go AVA room to listen to the crappy principal talk..crap la..listen to the same thing since last year..sians..then he talk about his ex student who got 178 for psle..then he walk towards mi..i noe he will call mi de..so i tried to look away..but..too late..haiis..he ask mi how much i got for my psle agg..so i just said 181 los..then he say u got 181,u should be able to do better than him..wtf..so i heck care los..he ask mi can i do better than that guy..but i nv answer him..hahas..then he go ask ping ping los..hahas..then he ended his speech at 12.30..then have to go back class..hahas..so go back..jiu slack..wanted to sleep le..so lie down..then going sleep liaos,they say mr ong coming..at the opp blk..but i dun care..cos too tired le..then syed hit mi to wake up..hahas..then i wake up..then when i look,everyone all gei siao study..hahas..cos mr ong say must study at least 6 hrs a day ma..then ms shim come in,then she say so guai..hahas..lol..then release le..hahas..then later 1 pm got chi remedial..sians la..shouldn't have go ba..borings..but cos i tmr dun intend to go remedial..so have to go today..maybe i shouldn't have come sch today..is because i wan to talk to josh they all then i come de..hahas..hmm..in mt lesson,jill msg mi..hahas..she say ben walked pass the bus stop where she always take bus..then she very happy..hahas..hmm..she also ask mi to ask my friend,which is him..if they playing soccer anots..so i msg him los..hahas..i was thinking he wun reply..cos ytd he also nv reply mi ma..emo..hahas..so i didn't have much hope los..ok,i msged him..and he did reply..hahas..so happy..hahas..cos i put my fone in my bag and my bag on the table ma..so phone vibrate..saw his pic..hahas..so happy..hahas..hmm..think nth much le ba..hahas..o level mt on monday..stressed..and my reg no for o level is 252..hahas..his is 100+..hahas..

i miss him loads

your love was like a shadow @ 5:55 PM

♥ Thursday, May 24, 2007

your love was like a shadow @ 6:09 PM