♥ Thursday, January 31, 2008

hmms, ytd night.. he msn-ed me.. den he asked why my nick so emo.. he still can ask.. den he say sorry to me.. cos he that day bad mood.. somemore my friend keep singing emo song, den he cry.. thats why he will liddat say to me..

den when i say i dun care anymore, he said his mind went blank..

haiis.. i'm so soft hearted yea.. dunno should forgive him anots..

aiya, forget about that..

today, went to loyang point in the afternoon, den went home, was playing psp den jeremy sms me.. ask me wan go slack anots.. so ya, go lor.. at home also nothing to do.. den went to bathe, then go down meet them..

oh ya, den when at loyang point, bought 2 shoulder bag.. thanks to mummy :D

they stupid, ask me go down, den after awhile they jiu leave liao =.=

and wilfred.. see me, den "eh ni shi shui" zzz.. cos i cut hair cannot recognise me isit..zz..

ya, den when they went off, me and bro go eat dinner, den wait for guiliang come, den we go acarde play.. hahahahahs..

hmms, ya, actually now my life very boring de la.. hahhas.. cos no work, nothing to do.. tsk tsk.. maybe i should go look for new job after cny.. hahhas.. tmr maybe go check in chalet with ms koh.. den go see the fridge big enough anots, den go buy food.. LOL!

zomg! my ulcer still damn pain luhs..zzz...

haiis.. up till now, i still dunno if i should forgive him anots.. haiis..

your love was like a shadow @ 11:12 PM

♥ Wednesday, January 30, 2008

yoyoyo!

i not that emo liao :D

thanks to everyone.. and erzi say wad, no-tears day, else all my gans die =.=

yupps, no tears today and last night.. maybe cos i got my bro's psp to pei me ba.. hahas.. was playing with it the whole day.. cos mum once said he studying, mon to fri cannot play.. so ya, must take advantage ya.. since he cannot play den i go play la.. who so stupid, can play dun wan play.. den mummy also wan snatch with me play =.=

cos we play same game ma.. hahahhas..

oh, and hanxiang finally got friendster and msn.. LIKE FINALLY!! lmao..

cos he smsed me, u really wan my e-mail ar.. den i say ya, den he give me lor.. hahas.. cos last time i ask, he still dun have internet.. hahahas..

ya, den today stay at home help mummy spring clean the house.. den i keep help her wash cloth nia.. cos she wipe, den i wash cloth.. den i wash liao, den play psp.. until she call me again.. lmao..

i'm a good kid today.. cos nv go out whole day.. hahahas..

and wait, i only went to cut my hair :D

and my hair is kinda short now.. hahahhas..it's kinda funny, so dun laugh if u see me, or i'll go mia.. wahahahas..

oh ya, sorry about not replying msges.. i dun really feel like replying boliao msges.. maybe some ppl i will reply.. not not everybody's msg.. not say i nv reply means i die liao or wad.. nothing will happen to me de.. i will stay happy (: so ya, if need find me urgently, can just call my hp :D

damn the ulcer.. it's fucking pain in my lips =.= i can't even eat much or talk properly.. else will pain.. its good that i can't eat much.. cos i can take this chance to slim down.. hahahhas..

yea, den the class chalet on 2/2/08; i guess everyone noe about it now.. who's going, pls comfirm either with me or guiliang latest by tmr..cos we need to buy food bla bla, you noe.. hahhahs..

k lars, think thats about it liao :D

your love was like a shadow @ 11:36 PM

♥ Tuesday, January 29, 2008

haiis.. i went to bed at 1 plus last night.. but only fell alseep at 2 plus.. cos kept thinking about it, den cry and emo.. haiis..

den nothing happen cos i sleeping.. den when i wake up, i'm reminded of it agains.. haiis.. just when i wake up, i already think of it, den wan to cry liaos but luckily got ppl talk to me on fone, den divert my thinking.. lmao..

but i keep thinking of wad he once said to me "i'll always be there when you need me,i'm here to stay ya" but he didn't.. i makes me think even more that PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN!

den i smsed him "you once said "i'm here to stay" but you didn't.. just to tell you that i'm very very disappointed" and i got no reply from him.. HAIIS..

desmond friend damn funny la.. keep disiaoing me de =.=

call my name for nothing.. den when he leave the fone one side, den got one of his friend come talk to me.. ask me how am i, den i say ok lor.. den he say how okay? den i say very okay.. den he ask how is very okay.. den i say wah, u very lame sia.. den desmond come back liao.. lmao..

den he ask me wad his friend say.. lame sia.. tsk tsk..

den went ws to collect fotos, den went tm to buy steamer iron.. den went ntuc to get sushi before going home.. hahahas..

yeah, i going cut hair again tmr :D

but i wonder if i can wake up in time.. cos my appointment is at 1 pm.. tsk tsk.. den i wake up can 12 plus de.. hahahas..

and he talked to me just now.. he asked me for the exact date when he talked to me on the fone and tell me about his ex.. and i just told him and asked nothing..

i dun dare say anything or ask anything now..

for i fear i will cry again..

chinkiat, tiffany,mahathir,qiuhui..thanks everyone for consoling me and advising me.. :D

your love was like a shadow @ 11:24 PM

♥

i'm unhappy, i'm unhappy and i'm still unhappy!!!!!!!!!!!!

he said: "i find that u worry about me 4 nutin it's like i = burden"

and then i replied: "i really worry wads..but if u dun wan me to care, okays, den i won't care anymore"

den he replied :"ya ok let's put it this way....treat it that u duno me iuno u..sorry i know i asshole kk wont disturb u"

arghh~
i bet i will cry tonight!!!!!!!

haiis, he really hurt me damn badly now.. the cut can never be healed..

HAIIS~~~~~~~~~~~~~

your love was like a shadow @ 12:02 AM

♥ Monday, January 28, 2008

haiis.. sometimes i hate myself for being soft hearted..

afternoon pei shanyun go east cc to take her sing pass.. den after that went central eat, den come my house.. to register the ite thing.. hahahs, but she cannot register.. so she need go moe tmr.. hahahas..

den went simei ard 5 plus.. den he msged me.. he say he can meet me ard 7.. cos at first he say wan meet for lunch de.. den i say i very rush, cannot make it.. den he say he at night not free de.. den he suddenly sms me, say wan meet ard 7.. LOL, so meet lor.. haiis.. the soft hearted me.. haiis.. shanyun also ask me to test him out.. say if he sms me, wait until long long den reply.. den he say wan meet, keep saying you not free or wad.. den like treat him coldly.. den see if he will say anything anots.. if he got ask like he got do anything wrong to make me treat him so coldly or wad means he either take me as a challenge or he really like me.. if he nv even ask, means he jio alot of zhabor at the same time, den see which one accept him..

but haiis.. i dun think i can do it!!!

haiis... i damn soft hearted one.. haiis..

den okay, we meet le, den go eat dinner.. but he nv eat.. den ask me go dinner for wad =.= den we go ws slack for awhile.. den shanyun apply for mac de floor manager.. hahhas..

den got 1 guy msg me.. "hi, can i make friend with you?" i was like wtf sia.. i nv see him b4, i dunno who is he or whatever.. den i like kinda pissed off lor.. he say is mervyn give him my number de.. den i tell gd boy say this guy wasting my msg.. den he ask me dun reply.. den i nv reply, he msg again.. den i say to gd boy.. walau.. this guy ar.. nv reply he still msg me.. den he like kinda pissed off, den he ask me give him the number, den he go call that guy :D he always help me de.. den shanyun also got help me.. she go "okay la, simple la.. siyin dun wan to talk to you.. bye bye "den she kup the fone.. hahahahhas..

den that guy keep calling gd boy de fone.. haiis.. he always go thru all this trouble de.. hahhas.. den we send shanyun home le, den he walked me home.. den we sit under my blk talk first, cos i wan talk to him :D den we sat there for like ard 1/2 hour..hahhas.. but he today like damn emo sia ): den he like wan to cry liddat, but i noe he control la.. haiis.. cos already his eye all got tears liao.. den still say nothing..zzz..

i still damn worried la.. and this is the first time that he actually spend almost 5 hours with me.. or should i say us.. hahahs.. but i dunno why his ex keep calling him la.. already he press away le, den she still keep calling.. haiis.. maybe it's because of something she say den he will liddat emo de.. haiis..

he ar.. always give me that cute face de.. hahhas..

but ya, certain things shouldn't be said here yea.. hahahas.. only i noe can liao.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahhah..

i went to develop fotos too.. tmr must go collect.. den i also going cut hair AGAIN on wed.. hahahas..cos my hair suck now!! my hair colour also fade le.. but ya, who cares anyway.. cos go ite also cannot dye hair de.. LOL!!

k lars.. i dunno wad to write le.. shall end here..

your love was like a shadow @ 11:14 PM

♥

i often wonder if he lying or wad..
he said he dun like girls who run up to him and ask for his number..
he once showed me the girl's friendster..
but due to private profile, i can't view..
and i saw his profile today.. flooded with that girl's comment..
somemore say he dun like ppl ask for his number..
den so close with her for wads?

if it's me, ppl ask me for my number
i won't even bother to go and get close with them la..
somemore say wad u give and ignore their msg..
now i think i need to say "ALL THAT YOU'VE SAID IS BULLSHIT!!"

ignore my foot la, say wad block number,
nv even block la..
come on la.. i always block number de, how can i not noe la..
if block calls, got the sign on the top of the fone de..

maybe i shouldn't have believe you ba..
maybe i really shouldn't..
perhaps it wasn't meant to be la..
maybe i shouldn't have give you my number..
maybe i really shouldn't..

why did i have to fall in love with you?
why didn't i stop myself from liking you?
why why why?
i'm constantly thinking about it so much..
i asked myself..
would i be happier if you never entered my life..

i should have known the day i noe you,
would be the day disaster happen..
it would also be the day i be emo..
no longer the happy siyin..

you changed me so much..
you touched my heart..
but u made me leave my happy self,
and return back to my emo past..
i guess i will be much happier without you..

I DUN WAN TO EMO ANYMORE~
I WANT TO FREE MYSELF FROM EVERYTHING..
I DUN WAN TO KEEP WORRYING ABOUT YOU..
I DUN WAN TO KEEP THINKING,
IF YOU WILL GET INTO TROUBLE,
IF YOU WILL GET WHACKED?
IF YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO ENTER HOME,
BECAUSE YOUR DAD ONCE SAID IF U TATOO OR PIERCE ONE MORE, DUN NEED TO STEP HOME.. HAIIS..

i bet you won't even noe i emo because of you..
perhaps, it's time to let go of everything..
let time heal my wound..
perhaps, after i let go of everything..
i would be much happier..

MAYBE I REALLY SHOULD..

your love was like a shadow @ 4:23 PM

♥ Sunday, January 27, 2008

spop!!

woo~

yeah~

coolsZ..

she so sweet rightS?

sweet :D

i noe it's beautiful, but it won't last.

me and shanyun.

many years of friendship :D

i so ugly, she so sweet :D

hmms, today went OUTTTTTT~~~

hahahha.. hmms, met shanyun under my blk, den we take bus go mrt meet candice.. den we go orchard.. eat sakae agains.. ytd sakae with joshua, today sakae again with shanyun and candice.. bill was $69++ den after eating, we went to look at candice want de shoe.. den dun have, den go vivo =.=

wahs, like go orchard for awhile, den go vivo..zzz.. den vivo is like so damn big luhs..zz.. den candice bought her shoe.. den saw elaine cousin at there also.. and she went to vivo to buy sch shoe =.= den after that candice went home, den me and shanyun go bugis.. we went bugis teenage cafe to eat.. lol.. den at bugis walk walk lors.. hahahs.. haiis.. i damn worried about him luhs.. haiis.. he like everyday tio taiji de.. haiis.. somemore he ytd go downtown.. den i think he tio taiji there.. den tonight need go there settle agains =.= HAIIS!!!

den shanyun tell me alot of things.. like maybe he just playing with my feelings or just lying to me.. haiis.. but but but.. haiis.. i really dunno wad to do lars.. haiis.. cos she say the way he talk is too quah zhang la.. she say cos if the person see him buay song, is settle right away de.. dun have wait until 1 or 2am den settle de ):

I FEEL LIKE CRYING NOW!! ARGHH~

now i wished i didn't accept that msn add.. i wished i blocked that e-mail, den i wouldn't be going thru so much suffering now.. arghh.. den i won't have fallen in love with him..

HAIIS HAIIS HAIIS HAIIS!!! ARGHH~~~~~ i'm going crazy so soon!!!

aiya, i dunno wad to write and got no mood to write liao..

my horoscope for today is like sooooo true.. hahahhaas..

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Labels: i wished i didn't.

your love was like a shadow @ 11:50 PM

♥ Saturday, January 26, 2008

i'm super worried about gd boy la.. he say he dreamt about his ex last night.. den he damn scared.. haiis.. den his msn nick is "i'm online just for show..and NO i'm not gonna reply anyone" like super emo la.. den i was like super super worried about him luhs..zz.. okay la.. stop asking if i like him anots la.. now i say la.. yaya, i like him, so wads? u all care so much for wad sia..=.=

today slept until 12 plus, going 1 pm liddat.. den lie on bed until ard 2pm, den decided to wake up.. den bro friend came over to my house ard 3 pm.. and i was so bored at home, that i decided to go out yea.. so ya, asked candice, but she not free, so asked joshua goh pei me lor.. hahahas..

den he ass la, make me cab down to ws..zz... somemore is peak hour sia.. total when i reach ws was 4.60.. now taxi is damn ex la..zz..

den went to simei to return my locker key =.= den peihua like give me face sia..zz.. den after that, joshua say wan go sakae eat.. den okay lor, go lor.. so ya, went sakae eat.. den bill was 42 plus plus.. den i pay =.= nvm..he say this time i treat, den when he get his pay liao, den he treat.. hahahas..

den went to expo to find jingyi.. den joshua ask me to disiao her.. ask me say excuse me, i wan a size 10 shoe.. cos size 10 dun actually exist in ladies shoe..lmao.. so ya, went over to her, den "excuse me, can i have a size 10 shoe?" den she look at me, den smack me.. den i run.. den she chase after me, say u disiao me.. lmao..

den joshua also say alot of things with me.. he keep asking why my "boyfriend" nv msg me..=.= he always liddat de.. anyhow use the word bf..zz..

den i msging mei, den joshua say "eh, dun keep msging ur bf leh.." den i say i msging qiuhui la.. den he orh.. i help you reply? hahahhhahah..zzz..

haiis, i'm already stressed about going ite liao, den he liddat emo, make me even more stress la.. ARGHH!! i'm so going crazy soon le la!!!!! SAVE ME LUHS!!!!

I WANT THE OLD AND HAPPY YOU BACK, NOT THE EMO YOU NOW!!

haiis.. wad can i do? wad can i do to help you? u once asked me this.. now it's my turn to ask you wad must i do den u will happy?? ):

HAIIS HAIIS HAIIS.. my mood isn't good la.. why does my mood always go down when you're stress or upset!! arghh..

& i wish time never ends..
i wished yesterday night lasted forever..
i wished i didn't have to go home..
i wished that time will stop and let us enjoy time together..
i wished ur friends never called..
i wished you never had to meet your friends..

i dunno if you enjoy time with me last night,
but whatever it is,
i REALLY enjoyed time with you last night..
the time u spend consoling me..
the time u asked me not to stress,
not to think so much..
the time u tried so much to made me laugh..
the time u asked me to smile and dun think so much :D

whatever it is, i miss you..
i really really really miss you..
be back to the old you okays..
i also dun wan u to think so much..
i dun wan you to be sad..
no matter wads, you will always got me by ur side..
to support you :DD

uploading of over over overdue fotos..

dad's birthday cake, thanks to uncle raymond.

us agains.

vincentDADDY,siaumekMUMMY,me,yeelin,peihuaAHMAH.

vincent,me,yeelin, siaumek,peihua.

my cutie.

dad's birthday.

lame yea.

oh..

wahahhas..

trying to play a fool.

us.

cool yea.

woo.

o.O wad syed doing? hahahs..

guiliang.. lmao..

they siao liao..

slackers.

bbq-ing

merlene and jingyi.

merlene and jingyi agains.

the heart the guiliang created using zippo..

your love was like a shadow @ 10:33 PM

♥ Friday, January 25, 2008

woot, i'm finally back!!

guess where i went? met up with him :DDDDD

hmms, morning, mummy ask me wan pei her go make hair anots.. den i say dun wan, i wan sleep.. den she go alone lor..cos i slept at 4plus, going 5 am leh.. where can wake up at 10 plus..zz..

den slept until guiliang called me at 11 plus =.= den he chat with me for like ard 40 plus min.. den sleep awhile, den smsed jane, den she called me, den chatted ard 20 plus min.. den okay go back sleep.. den 12plus, mummy smsed me, ask me wan go central eat anots.. den okay lors.. hahas.. end up, i see her make her hair =.= was like i reach there ard 2pm.. den she make finish her hair is like 6pm..zzz.. waste my time there sia.. hahahs..

den went home.. actually wanted to go somewhere else de.. but gd boy msg me.. he say wan ask me go eat dinner.. so ya, went to meet him lor.. hahahs.. den mummy ask me dongbang her on her bike back home from central.. zomg, i had a super hard time riding the bike sia.. i ferry jingyi also dun have so diff la.. hahahs.. cos mummy too heavy liao.. hahahs..

den ya, went to whitesands to meet gd boy.. den saw qiuhui and friends.. den she asked i alone ar.. den i say ya, i going meet him.. den she say where? i wan see =.= den i say he haven come yet.. hahahahhas..

den gd boy msged me wads, den i say my mei say wan see you.. den he say ask her go away, he dun wan let her see him.. lmao.. den he say he take wrong bus =.= den waited for him for like ard an hour.. hahahs.. he tot i angry.. but not la.. cos if i just wait alone stand there, i will angry, but if got something for me walk walk see see, den won't la.. DON'T WORRY LA!! I'M NOT ANGRY!! (:

somemore if i rushing for time den will angry.. if got tons of time, then won't angry waiting for ppl de.. hhahas..

den after he reached, we go loyang point eat, den sun bian buy my pimple cream.. hahahs.. when he order his food that time, den he ask me wad i wan eat.. den i say i eat other thing.. den he buy finish liao, i asked "can i dun eat?" den he say no.. zzz.. cos like 8 plus liao, i not hungry also... den he keep asking me eat.. but i say dun wan.. den he say at least abit la.. but i still dun wan.. lols.. den when we go buy drinks, he ask me wad i wan drink? den i say i buy myself.. hahahs.. i dun wan him everytime pay for me la.. hahhas.. den he say i order dimsum for you eat.. den i say dun wan again.. hahhas.. den when we go sit down liao, den his food come, he ask me to eat his food =.= but i still keep saying dun wan, cos i really not hungry wads.. hahas..

hmms, den walked home.. walk until prps there de void deck, he ask wan go there sit not, den i say anything.. so go there sit lor.. hahas.. we sat there for like an hour before he send me home.. hahas.. ya, i actually dun let him smoke.. cos at foodcourt there, he smoke 1 stick liao, den come out of loyang point.. he take out cigarette, den i say wah, u 5 mins ago just smoke leh.. den he smile.. ask can smoke anots.. i say cannot.. den he keep.. but i kinda feel bad la.. den i say okay la.. u wan smoke den u smoke la.. later u say i so bad dun let you smoke.. den he say no la.. hahahhahs..

ya, we sit under void deck talk lor.. den he say he see me like so stress liddat.. cos he can see i keep thinking about the ite thing.. den he ask me dun stress.. cos he see me stress he sad.. hahas.. den i keep playing with the plastic bag and thinking ma.. den he go pull my hand, ask me dun liddat la.. hahhas.. like i so emo.. hahhas.. and at foodcourt there, he eating, i playing hp game ma.. den when we leave that place, he say just now u play game that time your face very cute sia.. hahhaas.. den i play the plastic bag that time he also say i cute =.= cos he say he like when i look at the thing and play or wad.. cos i got that innocent face..zz.. den he say if u nv tell me u got smoke b4, i dun believe one sia.. hahahs.. den he say i should go on 1000 of bloghopping.. cos he asked when i play com, i will think about it? den i say won't.. den he ask i got play game, i say play game lame, den he say u first one to say play game lame sia.. hahas.. den he say i go more bloghopping, so that i won't think so much.. hahahs..

den he keep consoling me lor.. hahahs.. he stupid, ask me go be model =.= den i was like.. wah..siao.. comfirm cannot make it one la.. i so fat, how to be model.. den he say i got nice features.. den if i slim down abit, can be model liao =.=

den he asked got anybody ever run up to me and ask me for my number.. den i say nv.. then i say those ppl despo liao.. den he say ya, he dun like those kind of girls.. hahahs.. den i ask him dun give la.. hahhas.. den he somemore say those girls ar.. if u nv reply, they will like "eh, why u nv reply me one" zzz.. den i say if i, i won't give de.. hahas.. den he say if like dun give will paiseh sia.. den i say my friend dun like me anyhow give number also.. den he say boyfriend? den i say no la, girlfriend.. hahahas.. den he oh.. hahahs..den i say cos she noe if i give number, those ppl will everyday msg me, den i will pekchek one.. den he say i also everyday msg u wad, den i say no la, u different wads.. LMAO!!

den he walked me until my house downstairs, den he try to be lame with me.. he go this one ur blk rights.. den i was like, wah, u very lame sia.. u come b4 wads..zz.. den he say he got short term memory.. very long nv come here le.. lmao..

ya, den he went off take cab to find his friend.. hahas.. den when we together that time, got one strange number call him.. den he ask me if i noe that number anots=.=

den when we waited for bus 5 that time, the bus was like damn damn damn long.. and i really mean damn long!! den like 3 bus 5 come back liao, still no bus 5 to come fetch us go out =.= den he ask the bus usually so long de ar.. den i say usually when i wait at my house there, is ard 15 mins.. den after awhile, i say wah, the bus driver die liao ar.. den he laugh.. hahahahhas..

and i asked him if i should retake O level or go ite, den take O level also.. den he say if i confident to pass, den retake lor.. if not no point la.. den he say he not discouraging me.. no matter wad choice i make he will support me de.. lol..

den last night, that weilong de friend call my fone.. cos is private number.. den i dunno is who, so just pick up lor.. den he say he weilong.. cos usually private number call me is either guiliang or candice nia.. if i noe is him den i dun pick up la..den gd boy ask me to ask him to call shady's fone.. hahahs.. den i think he got call ba.. den he today tell me say that guy vulgar words alot sia.. lmao..

den he stare at me is very long one lor.. den i wad him, den he give me that cute face.. hahahas.. den he keep saying i look very sad liddat.. haahs..

k lars, end here le.. i dunno wad to write le..oh, i've yet to call joshua goh.. nvm, i'll do it tmr.. cos now already like going 1 am liao...cos i say after i meet my friend den i call him.. hahhas.. den he stupid la.. i say i meeting friend, den he say who? den i say outside sch de.. he asked boy or girl, i say boy, den he go wah.. liddat liao lor.. now go out with boy liao lor.. nv go out with me liao lor =.= den he also another wan, keep saying that one my bf..zz..

oh, and i FINALLY got my white heels for new year de.. match with my new year clothes de.. i damn like that shoe can!! nice nice :D

k lars.. i really end le..

thank you boy,
for accompanying me all this while..
pei-ing me thru my saddest part of my life..
beside me when i'm so screwed up..
last by not least, still THANKYOU!!

your love was like a shadow @ 11:12 PM

♥ Thursday, January 24, 2008

oh mans! i'm so screwed up!!

my L1R4 get 30 pts..zzz.. sians.. before get result was like wah, laughing and laughing away.. den when result take liao.. jiu keep on crying.. cos was like zomg,i passed all except sci.. ENG-C6, MATHS-C5, MOTHER TONGUE-C5, COMBINED HUMANS-C6, SCIENCE-E8..

zomg zomg zomg la.. den i keep on crying though ppl keep asking me dun cry.. but haiis.. i go ite leh.. how can dun cry? the thing that i fear will happen actually happened.. so how can i not cry? haiis..

den when i crying that time,mum msged me, ask me how? den dad also call me ask me how's my result.. their heart link one sia.. hahahs..den i talk to them that time, i crying and talking ma.. so they ask me dun think so much and go home.. hahahhas.. hmms, then went bugis with mummy after that.. but still keep on wan to cry la.. haiis.. i still can't face up to the fact that i go ite..

den ck erzi smsed me, he asked how much i get? den i say i get 30, going ite, he dun believe..he tot i lying.. den he get 10 pts for L1R4 sia =.= den he called me also..ask me if i joking or wads.. den he ask me dun commit suicide.. cos he dun wan lose one mummy.. lmao.. he talk to me in chi, den i answer him in eng.. LOL!! but first time he will call me sia.. hahahas..

den last night also got some stupid retarded go midnight call me at 3am.. then he was like "hi, this is 93.3.. we are now playing bla bla bla" den i was like wtf sia.. i listen to 93.3 for so long, since when they speak in english one sia.. WOWNESS sia.. zzzz..

and i just applied for my ite le.. and it's 2.21 am.. hahahs..

den on bus, i keep on wan to cry.. den the tears already roll down liao..den mummy say me cry, den she say dun cry la.. wads done cannot be undone.. result also come out liao.. u cry also no use.. still go ite.. just work hard in ite, den go poly..

den gd boy ar.. hahahs.. don't worry about me la.. after a few days i'll be okay le.. he actually wanted meet me go dinner de.. cos he say he worried about me..hahas.. den i say i go out with mummy den he ask me take care.. lol..

den at night, he say wan meet me ard 11 liddat.. but mummy say late, dun wan let me go down =.= den i told him meet tmr or wad lor..hahhas..

and i've offically quitted my job liaos.. aiya, i go ite, also no mood to work la.. sure show attitude and all this de.. hahahs..

and i've just realised that the one always by my side is him.. when i'm sad he'll accompany me..he's the one constantly worrying about me.. always asking if i'm okay..

den that stupid weilong stupid lame sia.. go jio taiji with us.. i mean me, gd boy and his friends.. wahs, he scolded me fuck off and fuck you.. den i told gd boy.. den he ask me to add him into that conver.. den they quarrel quarrel,den he added his friend, den quarrel somemore, then his friend added another friend =.= den now settle until wan fight? zzz.. luckily got gd boy to protect me :DDD .. he said he'd protect me de :D

went to cut hair in the morning too :D

hmms, i think end here le la..

& i still have to face up to the fact that i've gone to ite.
i didn't make it to TP ):
but thanks everyone for consoling me..
especially gd boy!

your love was like a shadow @ 11:55 PM

♥ Tuesday, January 22, 2008

boo! i'm finally back from dad's party..

went for work in the afternoon, den went off ard 5pm.. had dinner with yeelin.. and i ate rojak nia.. hahhas.. den she go back work, den i went home to bathe again, den go with parents to 115.. den after go 115 awhile, i went whitesands to wait for gd boy.. cos there nothing to do ma, so went ws see see walk walk.. hahahs.. den he smsed me say i can go down le, den i say i reach liao, den he say i nv tell him.. LOL!!

den went to ws entrance to meet him lor.. hahahs..den went to take 359 go back 115.. hahahs.. den he also noe when is the O level release date sia.. den the more funny part is i say i dunno where is 359.. den he laugh.. hahahas.. den in the end, he found it.. hahahs.. imagine a person staying in pasir ris dunno where is bus 359.. and then a stay tampines de person can find 359 in pasir ris =.=

and today is the 4th time we meet liao XD.. den 2 times he went off early cos he got something on =.= but nahs, i won't blame it on him (:

but my parents dun have good impression on him.. cos when he first came in, mum say she and dad both shake head.. hahahas.. den all the uncles and aunties who noe me, all asked that one ur bf ar? ah xin uncle asked "eh, ur bf go liao ar?" uncle raymond asked bro "eh, that one ur sister boyfriend ar?" ahbok uncle asked mum "that one is her boyfriend ar? this kind of ppl better to be friend nia.. no good to be a boyfriend =.= "

den bro asked "jie, that guy paikia ar?" den i say y he look like one meh? den he say yes.. den he somemore say that guy very punk.. hahhas..

den gd boy say he loves his parrot,den asked me if i got pet, den i say dun have, den he say nvm, i got pooh! YEAH!! and i say i love my pooh loads.. he say wan slap my pooh, cos too cute liao.. den i say, ya you slap pooh, i kill you! den he say i violent.. den i say, cos my love for pooh is soooo much.. hahhas.. den he asked "den between me and pooh, who will you choose?" and it's a question of life and death =.= den he say he love his parrot, den i asked him back the same question that he asked me, den his answer was me..zzz.. cos he said i was the only one there when he was so screwed up..

den i told him that the sicko ytd damn sicko.. saw china girl pretty and hot, den he go whistle at her=.= den he laugh.. den he asked but he nv disiao me rights? den i say nv.. den he oh. hahas.

den uncle raymond disiao daddy and mummy when cut cake that time.. but too bad gd boy left earlier.. and he missed the nice show.. hahas..

i can't stand him is that sometimes he will just need to go off suddenly after recieving a fone call =.=

and zomg, qiuhui keep on twisting her language when talking to me.. make me so hard to understand =.=

k lars, end here le..

your love was like a shadow @ 11:46 PM

♥ Monday, January 21, 2008

damn it!

this morning, was kinda running late, so took bus den changed to mrt.. but but but.. mrt out of service =.=

make me late for work.. if anyone ever jumped into mrt track again! i'm so gonna kill that person a second time =.= .. mrt track so nice to jump into and die ma?zzzz.. but luckily is not someone jumped.. is whatever train spoil or wad.. den tons of ppl late for work.. including me =.=

den when i checked my fone at 4 plus, new msges :6..

all is tell me when is the result de.. thanks mongtieng, fishy, chinkiat,hamizah,jaslyn

den one more is boliao msg, ask me got eat lunch anots de..hahhas..

den ya, chatted with nuer thru sms.. wait, thats like wad we do everyday :D

tmr is dad's birthday celebration in advance (:

stupid supervisor say dun wan let me off early=.= cos i say i wan go off at ard 5 liddat..den she say so early..zzz..

and that ass didn't msg me today ):

ya, den jiajun called me last night, at ard 1 plus, going to 2am liddat..he's lucky that i haven sleep, else i sure scold scold scold de.. hahahs.. hmms, he idiot la.. keep disiao me.. cos we very long nv contact le wads, den i say, who is jiajun? i dunno who sia.. den he ask me go die, den i say i still young, dun wan die =.= den he talking to his bro, i asked him who he talking to?den he say his bro, y? u wan to noe him ar..den i disiao back.. ya ya, he how old ar.. den he say 18.. den he tell me his name also =.=.. lame nonsense..zzz.. den he very free wads, den i say u help me listen news la.. see when's the result coming out.. den u tell me.. den he say he dun wan cos i treat him like stranger.. but in the end he still got tell me when is the date la.. somemore ask u take O level de meh.. den i say nonono,i take A level de.. den he say A level ur head la..zzz..den he say i sure go ite de =.=

shit him sia.. idiot la..zzzz..

den roy asked if chu 2 wan go out anots.. den yeelin going also wads.. so ya.. maybe i'll go after i go bainian.. hahahs.. den i might ask gd boy go with me also :D cos he also wan to see roy and kill him.. zomg.. lmao..

den yeelin say gd boy like so quiet de.. den i say he shy ma.. hahahs.. den she ask y wan call him go? den i say cos he noe how to go home..i dunno how to go home de.. hahahs.. somemore go until vivo.. i dunno how to change train and go back home de.. LOL!! i'm a noob at this.. lmao..

and zomg, 3 more days..zzz.. no wait, actually 2 more days, cos now is 12.55 liao..zz...

k lars, end here le.. i'm tired liao.. i need my beauty sleep :D

i dunno wad to do,
no one knows wad i'm going thru..
it hurts deeply when i'm in love with you,
it hurts even more knowing i can't have you..
but i'm gonna wait..
till the day you say,
you want me in ur life..

i'm dying to let you noe how i truly feel..
but i'm so afraid and scared of losing you as a friend..
but it hurts so much when i have to keep it to myself..

your love was like a shadow @ 11:27 PM

♥

boo boo boo.. hahahs..

i'm bored stiff..

hahhas, this morning, woke up at 9 plus, close to 10.. he promised me that i will see his msg when i wake up, but i didn't.. so ya, smsed him.. den he reply after very long.. he say he going home.. cos he go changi hospital.. cos astma(dunno how to spell) attack.. lols.. den he faint on the street.. luckily got some kind blanga send him to hospital? lmao..

ya, den treated daddy to crystal jade kitchen at tm.. bill came.. was $91 plus plus.. hahhahas.. and i paid $50, den mummy paid the rest.. hahahs..

den dad went to vincent watch to buy watch of course.. i forgot how much he bought his new watch for..hahas.. i think 100 plus la.. cos is g-shock de.. hahahs..

and i want my psp!!! went to look at it, den daddy say i waste money.. cos the whole set is like $435.. somemore say i buy and play after awhile jiu dun wan play liao.. like wad happened to my gameboy in the past..

he say i could just share with bro.. BUT BRO IS SELFISH..HE WON'T BORROW ME HIS PSP!!! (okays, i noe that borrow me his psp is singlish.. all thanks to joshua goh's wonderful english that influence me! cos i sat behind him for like the whole year, it's obvious i will get influenced!! :D)

den i wanted to play on new year de.. cos on the 2nd day at gugu's house, i always nothing to do de.. suat, if i dun get my psp, den i shall go watch movie on chu 2..

haiis.. I STILL WAN A PSP OF MY OWN!!! ):

dad say he consider first =.=

arghh!! i can't let go of the temptation of getting a psp!!!!!!!!!!

and ass that guiliang!! he go sms me "hi you're famous now" den i reply "ya, famous cos my pic in tp's mag" den he say he go draw on my face =.=

yeah! gd boy, lets kill him together :D

aiya, i dunno wad to write liao la..zzzz

okays, i'm lazy.. i can't think anymore..

the sad thing is i can't go to ms koh's chalet cos my supervisor refused to let me off =.=

den siaumek mummy say obviously that guy like me.. else he won't go to the extent of going to kill someone for you de :D like even a blind person also can see la.. is you stupid cannot see =.=

den facebook also alot of ppl add me in msn.. den quite a number ask for my number.. though i said i seldom reply msg, dey still wan =.= okay, den give lor.. the most i reply one den dun reply liao.. gd boy, dun sad la.. i won't reply them de okays :D

k lars, shall end here le..

&&& elvin and pierrie rock!! they're so loved by me.. not to forget my jaslynn nuer, qiuhui mei, chinkiat erzi and that gd boy :D

your love was like a shadow @ 12:01 AM

♥ Saturday, January 19, 2008

hmms, i'm in a super happy mood :D

because i saw idolsssssss..... SPOP HURRAY!!

woots, adriano.. leon.. natanial.. and many more... even more happy that i saw zijie when i came out from the toilet :D i was like omg, zijie sia.. den he wanted go gents, but washing.. lmao.. so glad i went toilet.. else won't get to see him sia.. hahahs.. but but but the sad thing is that i didn't manage to take pic with him.. ): cos my fone not with me.. somemore i saw him 2 times le, 2 times also didn't get to take pic with him.. 1st time was at escape theme park, den 2nd time is at east point :D

ZIJIE ZIJIE ZIJIE!!! den i went back to work that time, i say i saw zijie, den i keep zijie zijie to siaumek mummy, den she say i siao.. hahhhas..

den ended work quite late today, cos at 10pm, still got alot of ppl, so couldn't close the shop.. den so paiseh have to make him wait for me ):

ya, cos he ask me guess where is he, den i say east point lor.. den he say he in lan shop.. hahahas.. den he say wan see me, so meet lor.. hahahas..

den cos i still can't leave cos got alot of ppl, den he had to wait for me.. hahas.. den he saw me, he give me that cute face :D so cute la.. LOL!

and zomg, my pic is in tp's mag!!! zomg zomg zomg zomg!!!!!!

wahs, like damn paiseh sia =.= shouldn't have agreed to take pic when the person ask sia.. we keep saying dun wan, he say can la.. i need to do my job.. walau.. regret regret regret...

i hope no one opens up the mag to read.. i mean not ppl from my sch.. else they sure go "eh siyin, ur pic in tp's mag sia" den i will like damn paiseh sia..zzz..

den i told him say i saw idols.. den he asked i not scared he jealous mehs.. lmao..

he asked if i wan to eat anots when i left work.. den i say i dun eat supper, den he laugh.. den we also so coincidence that we both wear white top.. lmao.. cos i wore the tp's "i am..." shirt.. lmao..

and took the whatever slimming pill today.. wahs, like is detox all ur oil de.. den keep making me go toilet =.=

and i feel so much better after taking a dump at home :D

hmms, and i hugged my big pooh to sleep last night.. and i didn't even let go :DDD

and morning 7 plus was damn cold la.. pooh kept me warm :D cos i hid my hand under it's body..lmao..

the only bad thing is that it's nose is too hard.. hahhahas..

den morning 7 plus wake up for awhile to reply smses.. from him and nuer.. hahahs..

he smsed me to report that he's fine.. and he on his way home.. hahahas..

now my fone flooded with nuer's and his msg.. hahahas..

yeahs, den tmr going treat daddy go eat.. sunbian ask him go see see psp.. den maybe i pay 200, the rest he pay :D

22nd celebrate his brithday in advance :D

stupid gd boy.. he asked me wad time i go work tmr, den i say i tell them i going treat my dad eat, den he say i lie one rights =.= good kids dun lie okays (:

shit sia.. i haven developed pics to complete the heart on my wall ):

how am i going to complete it b4 cny? zzz.. somemore ppl coming my house on first day leh..zz..

tmr tmr tmr!!!!

haiis, i'm worried sia.. he going sengkang later.. i scared he kena whacked.. i'll be praying hard that nothing happens to him :D

k lars.. i dunno wad to write le.. shall just end here..

i miss you,
i missed you,
and i still missed you..

your love was like a shadow @ 11:45 PM

♥ Friday, January 18, 2008

yeah, i'm back from woodlandssssss.... which is like so farrrr from my house =.=

went over just to fetch my two kiddy niece over to my house, cos they said they wanted to come over our house stay.. lmao..

den when we reach there, bro obviously forgot which unit it was.. den he walk all the way to the end.. but we stopped at their house la.. hahahas.. den bro like so paiseh sia.. lmao..

den jomaine was sleeping when we reached there.. den asked her to wake up, den eat dinner den off for our dinner.. i mean mum's, bro's and mine! had KFC for dinner.. geesh, i'm so gonna grow fat ): must slim down before cny sia..

den last night gd boy like so emo lor.. keep saying wad wan die and end everything ): i damn worried la.. his voice like damn sad sia.. den he say he very scared.. but i tell him nothing will happen de (:

no matter wad i will be by ur side okays :D

den we chatted on fone awhile, den ask him go sleep early, dun think so much, cos sleep liao, tmr wake up will forget everything de :D

den today morning, woke up at 7plus to reply nuer's msg.. cos i very easy wake up de.. sms or somebody call me i will wake up de.. so ya, replied her msg den go back sleep until she reply agains..lmao.. den offically woke up at ard 12 plus..

somemore mummy come into my room disturb my sleep.. cos she asked me wan to pei her go see doctor anots, den i shake my head and say dun wan, i wan to sleep.. and i talked to her with my eyes closed.. den she say wah, you very xiao sun hor.. den i laugh and say no la, i very tired, wan to sleep.. lols.. den she go off see doctor le.. lmao..

den she asked me for my knee guard when she reached home.. cos doctor say she must wear knee guard.. but ya,she nv use la.. cos she say mine very tight.. lmao.. den went to cause way point to see see bag.. saw one very nice, but too bad no new one ): else i will buy that one.. cos that one got abit scratches liao..nvm, i shall look ard for more bags :D

den bought my sony ericsson like finally!! cos didn't have time to go buy also.. den walked past the sony ericsson shop, the ear piece only 28bucks sia..lmao.. somemore is walkman series de :D but my fone not walkman series la.. hahhas.. i think my next fone will be a walkman series fone.. but thats gonna be like end of the year thing.. lmao.. but nvm, time will pass by very quickly :D

went tm for awhile like 9 plus.. den go in awhile nia.. they go "dear shoppers, our doors will be closing in 10 mins" zzzz.. super no mood la.. bugis got midnight shopping? lmao.. if no time no buy jiu shi on the new year eve night time, go see see liao.. lmao.. but i dun think it will even be open rights?zzz

and my fone bill arrived :D guess how much it is? $40.29 after gst =.= call didn't exceed.. is sms exceed.. and it went up to 1173.. zomg.. like first time.. hahaahs..last time all exceed less den 20 nia.. den now exceed by 173.. zomg.. hahahas.. dad says i'm crazy.. exceed until so much.. he say wan confiscate my fone, but i noe he dun mean it.. he just say for fun de :D

and he noe i buy new hp earpiece, den he keep on wan to take my earpiece.. he say give me this one la.. den i say u wait long long la.. i buy for myself to listen song de, den u take, i listen wad shit..zzz...

den gave bro 10 bucks..lmao.. den we went to buy sweet.. but i give him money also no use la.. we buy sweet, i buy esclipe .. den he wanted smith.. and mine is like $3.20 den his is $1.80 and den his $1.80 must think damn long la.. den i say okay la okay la, i pay for you la, den he take and go =.= else i think if i nv say liddat ar, he will like think until dunno when sia..

and i got a stomach ache just now =.= i think it's due to something wrong that i ate..zz.. but i only had kfc and vegetarian noodle for today wads.. wonder wads wrong..

hmms, den QIUHUI MEI IS INHUMAN!! :D she gonna kill me if she see this!!

hahhas, cos she smsed me, den she say i take slimming pill nv intro her.. den she say dun commit suicide hor =.= den i asked her wan try? den she ask me try first.. so i become gieuine pig.. den she say see i got die first anots =.= wahseh, like damn evil lor!!!

k lars.. i think i end here liao.. got nothing to write le..

& i wished you understood how i really feel in my heart.

your love was like a shadow @ 11:52 PM

♥ Thursday, January 17, 2008

geesh, i'm so dead tired today.. cos i slept at ard 3 am last night.. cos was talking on the fone with him.. den from 1 plus talk until ard 3am,den he ask me go sleep, cos i tmr still need to work de ma.. hahas.. hmms, was like consoling him at first.. den later become we talked crapped.. hahahs..

yeaps, he sms me ard 1 plus, ask me i sleep liao anots, den i say haven, den he use his house fone call me, den somemore i pick up, den he go "guess who am i" den i say joshua la.. den he say eeyer, not fun de.. lol.. like i deaf ar? dunno how to recognise voice meh.. hahahs..

den talk talk talk.. den his ex keep calling to pester him.. den he like damn pissed off with her lor.. den she call 2nd time when we talking, i ask him to pick up, and say "eh, i talking to my 'stead' now.. no time to entertain you." den the girl ask if they could talk peacefully, den he say cannot, cos he charging fone and talking to his 'stead' so no time to entertain her.. haahas.. (i'm not his real stead, i'm just acting as his stead..zzz. )

den yupps, woke up at 9.15am this morning.. was like damn shit! i'm super tired!! i only had like 6 hours of sleep.. ZOMG!!!

den roy anyhow go touch me.. he go put his hands on my waist..zz.. den of course i run la.. den i told paikia about it.. den he say he going down tmr to kill him.. den i say i tmr no work, den he say sat he go down.. hahhas.. cos he say he damn angry sia.. he wan to kill him.. hahhahs.. hmms, den i told him not to call me sweetie when i'm not even sweet, den he go "dun care, i'm gonna call you sweetie.. ur the sweetest person ard " den i was like zzzz.. not sweet la..zzz.. den i asked him wad he going to do when he go find roy.. den he say "i going to tell him not to touch my sweetie" den i say wad ur sweetie, den he say u lor.. hahhhas.. zzzz.. walau sia..

den mei came find me at my work there also.. she passed me my christmas card.. thanks mei! loved it loads.. ya, the confrontation :D i miss time in sch sia.. hahahhahahs..

den nuer also disiao la.. say wad looks like she going have a new daddy soon.. den mei say ya, den i going to have a wads that called? den i go continue for her brother in law.. ya,den she go ya.. brother in law.. zzz..

& i ordered a bottle of slimming pills from doctor's secret.. wonder if it will work..nvm, i shall try.. i'm so desperately trying to slim down.. lol..

tons of thing just happened this week la.. haiis.. i not going ngee ann poly open house tmr le.. cos i need my beautiful sleep.. then need to go shopping? and fetch my cousin from woodlands, cos they said they wan come my house stay.. LOL! i get to see jomaine and jovina.. i'm so gonna take loads of pics with/of them mans! hahhahas..

and qiuhui is retarded with her sex bomb thing..zz..

gekhua today like forget take her medicine.. crazy de.. keep anyhow asking ppl write feedback form.. den like wtf lor.. she nv serve them den she anyhow ask ppl to write..zz..

den yupps, i dunno wad to write sia.. just end here le la..

never explain yourself to anyone.
because the person who likes you doesn't need it,
and the person who dislikes you won't believe it.

your love was like a shadow @ 11:45 PM

♥ Wednesday, January 16, 2008

hmms, today after work, took foto with all da this fashion people.. roy became our camera man.. lol.. den halfway, vincent daddy came up, den he was like wah.. cos we taking foto ma.. lmao.. den he joined in.. den take one more nicer pic, where all da tall ppl stand behind, den the shorter ppl stand infront.. lmao.. next time den i post the pic.. lmao..

den when reached home, got a msg from "gd boy".. he asked me to call him.. den call like after 10 mins.. cos i doing some things ma.. hahahahs.. den he asked me act as his stead, cos his ex keep bugging him.. lmao.. den we talked for quite long la.. he called me back cos his ex go ask me, hello, u joshua's stead ar? den i go ya.. den she go when u stead with him? den i go erm, last week.. den the line go toot toot toot.. den i called back, but they say wad singtel thing.. den he called me back, say his ex go smash his fone on the floor..zzzz..

wah, like this kind of girl also have ma.. so cheap can.. zzz..

zomg..he stupid la.. go call me dear..zz.. cos i keep saying he paikia.. den he laugh and say, its not.. i'm a good boy my dear..zzzz..

right now, i'm talking to my cousin on msn.. cos he asked me about my love life.. cos he noe i always troubled =.=" den gd boy got problem liao, so we put down the fone le.. just hope that he will be fine ba.. "mada mada, zhao zhao zhao" ROFL..still say not paikia..

thank you cousin for giving me advice.. hahhas.. not to forget mum always telling me wad to do and who not to trust.. lols.. somemore if those guy keep si chang lang da, den she will call them and scold them.. cos she noe i will be damn irritated with their fone calls and smses.. hahas..

now, when the fuck is o level result coming out???? 25th or wads.. walau, making damn confuse sia.. somemore i need to arrange with my supervisor sia.. need to arrange my off day :D

i might ask gd boy pei me go daddy's party? lols.. cos i dun talk to the aunties and uncles there de..so i'm be damn bored can! but if he go ar, dad's friends will like, eh ah girl/ah jie, ur boyfriend ar? den i will like zzzz.... no la..zzz..

and like i finally collected my choco from united choc.. hahas.. the choco that cost me 70 bucks.. cos the auntie came up find me.. say i dun wan take my choco ar? den i say wan. but i no time.. lols.. den after i vacumm the floor, den went to take my choco.. with supervisor's consent.. hahahhas..den went upstairs at work, to share choco with them.. den like so shock that my choco so expensive.. one box $14.. lol.. and i just completed 2 box at work there.. thanks to work mates eating.. and roy.. lols.. extra de.. hahahas.. this fashion ppl eating, den he go come and eat also.. rofl.. hahahs..somemore wan to steal my choco to his shop.. =.="

k la.. i dunno wad to write le.. and i need to get my sleep.. my eye so damn pain lor..

my cousin go call me love professor.. den i go along with hiim..lol.. LMAO!!!

your love was like a shadow @ 11:43 PM

♥ Tuesday, January 15, 2008

hmms, ytd didn't update cos was playing with my bro's psp.. cos he's off for camp.. and means i can play his psp and have the whole room to myself for 3 days :D

yeaps, ytd jy came to find me at my work place, passed me smt.. den see see clothes awhile, pei me eat my lunch cum dinner, den she go upstairs find merlene.. den they went home le.. hahas..

den at work, siaumek mummy keep parroting wad i say..zzzz.. whatever i say den she keep copying me.. lmao..

den today, super tired.. den we after work, purposely leave together with roy.. den gek hua was like usually walk very fast de, den today walk so slow.. cos we anyhow say that we going ktv.. hahahas.. den she keep following us.. lmao..

den after that we took mrt home.. den they take the boonlay side de, i take pasir ris side de.. den their train arrive first,den they bye to me, den yeelin say roy so quah zhang, go bye until like girl liddat.. lmao..den i keep laughing sia.. LOL!!!

and i bought a new 3/4 jeans pants today.. cos i left $20 voucher dunno buy wad, den buy that one lor.. cos they do the stock today, den i saw like damn nice.. den somemore got my size.. and i so wanted to get it lor.. lmao..

den yeelin and me snatch over that big size de pants, cos i tot i wear that size, den we in the store room snatch over the pants.. den gek hua inside also wad.. somemore she tell me where is the size de pants.. she say at the last piece, den i quickly go take, den yeelin saw that size, den we go snatch..den become got 3 ppl inside the storeroom, den only peihua outside wads..den suddenly we heard her say "ni men shan ge pao qu na li ar?" (where the 3 of you go to?) den we all come out.. lmao..

den tried on the pants, abit loose.. den decided to take smaller 2 size de.. yupps, still abit loose, but okay la.. comfortable can liao.. hahas.. so, used up the 20 bucks and topped up 5 bucks.. cos it cost 25 bucks.. hahahs.. and again it's black :D

den candice talked to me just now.. den she ask me if i still got talk to that guy, den she say that guy got stead de? cos she saw them ytd at tm.. he holding the girl hand.. den she asked me to sms that guy ask he got stead ar.. den he say no.. that one is his ex =.= den he say cos his ex wanted to commit suicide cos she say still cannot forget him though they broke like 6 months ago? lmao..

den erzi asked me who's the good boy in my pm.. den he asked who's my recent crush =.= den i say not my recent crush la.. is that guy force me to put de..zzz.. den i told him ma.. den he say "it is ur crush? =>" den i was like dun lame la.. den he go i saying the truth wads.. den i go zzz.. speechless.. lmao..

okays, i'm laming with my erzi now.. hahhas..

MUMMY PRO, ERZI NOOB!!! (:

den we're the no name family.. i got no name, den i got a no name erzi and a no name nuer and a nameless dead husband.. lmao..

den i say his body decompose in the sea liao.. cos i throw his body in the sea.. den he say i contaminate the marine life.. cos he say later he tmr buy tuna, den see daddy's head inside..zzz.. den i say won't see his head inside, only if taste funny funny means got ur dad's decomposed body inside.lmao.. den he say if taste funny funny mean expire liao la.. LOL! my erzi super funny one sia.. he say i must go his house laugh give him see den he believe.. =.= den i say so late le, no bus go ur house, then he say take taxi.. claim from his company.. and his company add is " yeo's drinking company" LOL! den he say he that time buy with his wife de house, all paint black, so that he emo at home..zzz.. cos "his wife" and "my husband" died in a car accident.. LOL! i noe thats super lame.. lmao..

and dad say he might help me pay half for my psp? lmao.. i really hope he does.. lmao..

and mum and i saw a china couple on the train today, that guy was like obviously taking advantage of that girl.. cos he like taking every advantage to "attack" the girls breast.. like keep lying his arm on the girls breast.. wahs, like so wtf lor.. need until liddat ma? zzz..

hmms, i need a shopping trip so badly!

i've yet to get my
- white heels,
- psp slim,
- flatties,
- tights,
- more clothes for new year,
- new shoulder bag,
- new small slim bag?
&&&&& many more.. i shall see wad else i need when i go for my shopping trip, maybe on this fri after ngee ann poly open house and also meet mummy for shopping and movie :D

k lars, i shall end here..

your love was like a shadow @ 11:53 PM

♥ Sunday, January 13, 2008

hmms, worked agains.. hmms, i can't wait for work to end offically sia.. den can go out play everyday :D hmms, yupp, she smsed me.. she say she not taking off on fri le.. cos she tmr off, den she go shopping with m******.. you see, again, it's like this ): always got her pei her, den she dun need me le.. like wtf lor.. suat la.. i got that "good boy" to pei me.. lmao..

den i say nvm la.. i intended to look for my bag also.. den aiya suat la.. den she ask me describe wad bag i want, den she look out for me..zz.. like omg, you dun even noe wad type of bag i wan lor.. i must see myself, see i like anots wad..zzz.. den i say nvm la.. i ask my other friend pei me, den she ask me who i asking.. den i say outside sch friend, den she say bf mah..zzz.. den i was like no la.. but still paikia.. den somemore she can say go out with other friend den nv go out with me.. den i was like diao-ness.. is u ownself dun wan take off on fri, somemore i can't change offday with full time ppl de wads.. den complain so much..zz..

screw it la.. i damn scared of the result now sia.. i might go mia after i take the result.. i'm afraid i might kill myself over it! and i'm going to a place where noone can find me after the result.. if u always slack with me and noe me well, u noe where i always go when my mood is down ):

and i took mrt today morning, cos i didn't feel like taking bus 5 today, so decided to take mrt instead.. wanted to get somethings from whitesands too :D

yeaps, den like finally i got my nail polishes.. new black with shiny and white.. den got top coat and base coat..lmao..total cost 15.40.. lmao.. bought from beauty credit.. lmao..

and i think i'm fucking depressed sia.. tend to get irritated so easily nowadays.. and i so feel like kiling myself so often ):

haiya, i got nothing to blog liao la..

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your love was like a shadow @ 11:28 PM

♥ Saturday, January 12, 2008

hmms, worked today.. yupps.. was kinda running late, cos maybe i missed the 9.30 bus? so went to take cab to mrt station den took mrt to work.. wah, taxi fare rise to 2.80 liao sia.. hahas.. den from my house to mrt station is like $4 plus.. but the uncle stopped the meter at 4 bucks.. so kind of him.. hahas.. hmms, but from my house to mrt, 4 bucks is considered quite ex, cos is like 3 bus stops aways only? LOL!

den work.. sians la.. the pasar malam close liao, den i haven buy the clothes that i kept.. zzzz.. nvm, next time go alano see see.. hahhas.. den she sms-ed me.. she asked me to comfirm with my supervisor if i can off on fri anots.. cos she wanted me to pei her go shopping..zzz.. COS NO ONE PEI HER GO! DEN SHE DUN WAN GO SHOPPING ALONE,SO SHE TURNED TO ME;THE SPARE TIRE!! she said her mum busy with the pineapple tart thing, den her dad got alot of contract, so no time bring her go buy, so she decided to ask me pei her go shopping..zzz..

den today dunno y suddenly dranks loads of water.. and i think i getting urine infection liao.. cos feel like very urgent, den go toilet is abit come out sia.. zzz.. den might be getting urine infection..zz..cannot la.. must drink loads of water man!!!!!! else will pain like fuck sia..zzz..

yupps, den called huili just now.. when she pick up, her there very noisy wad, den i say u outside ar.. den she say ya.. den i say i tot u si zhong (go missing) liao.. den she laugh liao, den say no la, i nv go missing.. LOL! den she say can, fri can go out together :D den i think i won't show my pissed attitude to ahem.. cos i scared i show my pissed off attitude to her.. haiis, i so soft hearted one sia.. damn it! should learn to be more hard hearted wad.. soft hearted ppl very easily kena taken advantage one sia.. haiis.. i wanted to watch movie, den she say she dun wan watch horror show..zzz.. den after this week i no more off liao sia.. fuck sia.. dun care, i ask paikia pei me go watch.. LOL! cos he that time already plan to watch liao, just that the movie start too late ): nvm, next week, i sure watch if the movie not after 9pm.. hahahhhahas.. else i no time to watch liaos sia.. sad..

yupps, and i'm super bored now XD..

and i'm thinking if i should cut my hair.. as in fringe, and make it thinner? lols.. but if i cut, my colouring sure go haywire de.. den might need to redye agains.. ): the colour faded anyway, so might redye after entering new sch.. LOL!

i saw this again.. cos i was bored and surfed the net.. hahahahas..den i saw this...

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and she doesn't.. yet she claim she's my best friend. i think my other good friends in class like joshua.. at least he listens to me for hours when i'm sad..and she doesn't understand when i said forget it.. apparently i got pissed off or was just too can't be bothered to talk to her and she didn't even noe.. at least if i said forget it to josh, he will noe i got pissed off or wads, den he will try to joke to cheer me up and make me laugh.. LOL! and no one stays by my side when i say leave me alone, cos they noe me too well, they noe when i say leave me alone, i really mean leave me alone.. cos i need to cool down.. and if that person continuing pestering me, i will scream his/her head off.. they noe that.. hahahas..

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and even though we're always together, we aren't really that close anyways..

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and i'm so hopping to get the superman tee :D this is kinda plain? cos i lame, anyhow go play on the net.. LOL!!!!!!!

Love is never easy, but
It turns life into song.
There is no bit of circumstance
That love cannot transform.

There is no weary moment
Of anger or despair
That love cannot convert to grace
And render whole and fair.

How passionate the paradise
That comes from knowing well
That someone in your happiness
Finds pleasure for himself.

How sweet the gift of giving to
Someone who gives to you,
A selflessness that gives to self
More self than self is due.

With all the searing madness of
The world from day to day,
And all the dreary sadness that
No joy can take away,

There is one truth more beautiful
Than anyone can bear:
That two can trust that when they turn
They'll find the other there.

your love was like a shadow @ 11:13 PM

♥ Friday, January 11, 2008

hmms, went to tp's open house today.. yupps, but went rather late, cos i was kinda late, den candice and hamizah waited for me under my house downstairs, took bus 6 to interchange, den took 15 to tp.. tp quite fun la.. stayed there for awhile nia.. cos like so many ppl lor. somemore alot of our sch de ppl.. hahhas.. den when i just reached tp, he smsed me, say he just woke up nia.. LOL!

den yupps, left tp ard 4.30pm? den wanted to go sp, but think like no time le, so decided to go watch movie at vivo, den last min change, say go marina square watch.. den again last min change of candice, say dun wan watch.. den he came down meet me also.. den nv watch movie, we go play acarde.. hahas..

signed up for nebo card at tp too :D

den went to walk walk, den go mph to see books.. hahas.. den hamizah also went to mac to buy drinks.. den candice damn nosiy la..keep saying i nv talk to him de.. say i call ppl come den ps him.. LOL! den after that he got ask me she how old.. den i say same as us, den he like abit shock.. den when candice not with us that time, i asked him, y? u tot she how old? den he say if u nv say i tot she 12 years old.. den i was like ROFL!! den i like keep laughing, den candice ask y?den i say nothing, den she wanted to qia me.. hahas.. she say must be u all saying i how old.. lmao..

den yupps, nv watch movie cos the next show of one missed call is at 9.45, which is like so late ): nvms, i shall go out again with him to go watch.. cos my friends all dun wan watch de ): den yupps, dey decided to go home, den at the mrt station there, i sit there alone ma, den candice and hamizah sit the other chair, which is like so damn far, den he talking on the fone, den when he come over, den he say why i emo over there.. LOL! den he also got ask me wan go tamp watch movie anots.. but i say like so late liao? den he asked i tmr got work ar.. den i say yupps.. LOL!

den ya, was on the train back, den suddenly he say he need to go off first.. den i say ookays.. i noe something happened la.. else he won't like so suddenly go off de.. yupps, den i asked him wad happen, den he say his friend in ICU, den he going to kill them..zzz.. den i was like he fight again..zz.. cos i go "huh.. fight again.. haiis" den he replied "sry, be good ya?" HAIIS!!!! he toopid la.. always fight fight fight de.. bound to get into trouble one day de.. den candice say luckily u nv go watch movie ar.. else like watch halfway,den need to go off..zzz.. den candice asked he nv jio me for stead meh.. den i say nv.. den i asked y? he look like he like me meh? den she say dunno.. hahas.. den she say if he jio you dun accept hor, cos of some reason, but i forgot le.. lol!!!

ya, den we took bus 14 from bedok to marina square.. cos candice say ard 1/2 hour will reach.. den the bus trip was like damn long can! den he ask me dun angry.. LOL! den i sit bus until i fell alseep for awhile, like less than 5 mins nia, den he msg me.. lol.. cos was listening to music and playing rubic cube.. den play until i tired wan to sleep sia.. lmao..

den took fotos of candice dancing para para.. shall upload next time.. hahahs..

den went to action city, saw the head massager, den i tried it on hamizah, cos the other time i did it to josh goh. hahas.. now,it's getting complicated to blog about which joshua.. cos i noe 3 joshua..zzzz.. lol.. yupps, den after i tested on hamizah, the sales person keep laughing.. LOL!

den saw yenling jie jie at the marina square near the toilet there.. cos i saw her bf, no wait, should be her husband, den i tap her.. den she like tio shock sia.. den she say ehh.. lol.. den the husband ask how u noe is her? then i say cos i see you ma.. den he say wad if is not her? den yen ling jie jie tell her husband den u die lor..den i say means u got alot of gf la.. hahhas.. den he say no la.. hahhas.. paiseh la.. i dunno his name.. LOL!!

he keep saying his hair cut until very short, den today say him again, was like not short wad.. like still long can! zzzz..den candice say his hair like nv cut liddat.. hahhas.. thinking of him saying her as a 12 year old kid really makes me laugh :D

candice so kpo can! LOL! keep saying wan see how my friend look like.. hahhas.. den keep asking me to ask him faster.. hahhas..

den me and candice eat halfway, we stare into blank space, den hamizah ask y we two suddenly stare into blank space.. LOL! somemore we eat the slowest, cos she finished her food le ma.. hahas..

yupps.. so didn't manage to watch movie.. super sad sia.. ):

den ck erzi disiao-ed me on msn today also.. cos he say so long nv chat with me le.. den how am i.. den told him about me and her de prob.. abit nia la. hahhas.. den he say he lazy go sp, den i say when did i even give birth to a lazy son.. den he say must be ur genes, den i say not mine, is ur dad's.. den he say who's my dad? den i say he die liao.. den i asked where's my daughter in law, den he say also die liao.. u forget le ar..go out with my daddy then car accident die.. lols..lame sia he.. lmao..den i lame back with him.. den i say u should remarry wads.. den he say i also wads.. den i said, nonono, mummy should look after erzi de, so erzi must remarry first.. hahhas..somemore i old liao, nobody wants me le.. hahahahaa..den he say i lame.. lmao.. so, lame mummy got lame erzi.. LOL!!!!

and somehow i saw this few pics on the net, den it just suddenly bring back so much memories to me ):

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and this is wad i'm feeling now..

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your love was like a shadow @ 11:37 PM