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♥ Tuesday, December 30, 2008

i'm getting sick of blogging. so prolly will only update when my day is happening. wahahahas. and my purpose here today is to round up my year 2008.

This year isn't a very good year for me. i feel as if the year is cursed for me. everything didn't went well for me.


Personal

Was single for the whole year. even since last year's april. until now. haha. long uh. hahaha. Had a change in religion. grew fatter too =x


Family

Tons of family problems this year. Parents keep quarreling over small things. make until the family no peace. and i hated being at home for a period of time. thats why i always go home late after sch and try to get myself far away from there. so that there won't be so many problems for me. but due to their quarrelings, it bought me and my brother closer. cos we used to quarrel almost everyday and fight everytime. but nowadays we hardly quarrel though still got attitude and argue sometimes luh. haha.


'O' level results.

went to sch in a happy mode uh. cos of something somebody told me. but ended up. hais. was damn nervous when MR ONG was giving the speech. and when we got our results. i was damn damn damn nervous. and my results. zzz. passed all but failed one science. and tears just rolled down. thanks to those who kept cheering me up uh. asking me not to cry etc etc. and ck even called me, which i didn't expect. and he even tot i was kidding when i said i got 30 points. -.- and i was totally lost. i couldn't make up my choice of where to go. and i kept crying for the next few days. cos i totally never even tot of going to ite. why? becos my relatives non went to ite. and i find it damn disgrace. thats why. den my mum kept calming me down. lol. and i finally made my choice. Infomation Technology in Simei ITE. and i didn't regret my choice though i couldn't catch up sometimes.


ITE life

sch is not bad. joined dragonboat and quit after that. joined badminton and didn't go for training after 2nd break. hahaha. made some great friends like michelle jingwei jianhao alpy etc etc. michelle baby and jingwei pig brother was my closest. love you guys. thanks for being there when i needed someone. had 2 cliques. One was jianhao, jingwei, alphy, shujun, wenbin, nick. 2nd was Daniel, Rongmiao, etcetc. too many to list out. while me,michelle, yixuan and yvonne was like anything just follow any. but sometimes we're on our own. girls time. wahahahas. alot of things happened in ite life too. got to know eugene too. lol.


Friends

well, there's this saying, 'friends come and go' so naturally when you graduate and get into different schools, everybody will drift apart. so ya. drifted apart from my sec sch friends. sometimes we can like just totally dun contact. ya i think you know who i am talking about if you have read my blog since last time. and this newyear countdown i dun even know i am spending it with them anot. cos she wants a party and its difficult to plan at a time like this. and i have something to say too. but ya just forget it. in case somebody takes it to offence. pig bro and baby has been my all time favourite. (: well of course since we're from the same class. i wonder how 2009 will be when we split class. hopefully god will put us in the same class. and i hated some ppl in our class too. pray hard that they won't be same class as me next year.


Birthday

didn't celebrate much with family. all i had was michelle and jiaxuan they all treated me to seoul garden and bought me a jacket. i enjoyed that day. thanks for the plan. thanks for the day.


Chruch

i believe you guys know i converted to christian not long ago. ya and church has been fun. will my cellgroup girls and also other cellgroup ppl. made alot of new friends. thanks ppl. love you girls.



2008 is coming to an end. tmr will be counting down to 2009. how great can that be. finally a cursed year is over. lets pray that 2009 will be a better year! let hope there'll be peace and no more problemsssssss. cheers.

your love was like a shadow @ 7:59 PM


♥ Sunday, December 28, 2008

okay. i'm dead tired. i didn't want to blog. i wanted to leave it to rot. but for the sake of my readers, i shall blog. hahahaha.

can't remember much and am lazy so bear with me.

ytd went for work. something happen i shall not mention. but mich knows. its not related to work but him. ya. shall talk about it in my private blog. (:

den bro smsed me. ask me wan go chalet anot. so ya went after work. reached there about 11 and left ard 12 plus close to 1. den josh nephew also sms me. he ask isit i got chalet cos he saw me. LOL den he also saw bro but bro dun recognise him. LOL!

at chalet was like with min arguing with ah yi(s) that youngster should sleep late. hahahhahaha. cos we always sleep late de ma. hahahha.

den ya slept ard 4 am -.- cos was chatting with my vampire. LOL! he gay luh. keep saying he no blood drink den say wan drink my blood. den i say i ur owner later ur drink you will guilty. hahahaha. great fun disiao-ing with him luh. hahahaha.

today also damn tired. cos i've got lack of sleep for the past few days. and i'm sooooo tired. tsk. den went to bathe and prepare den went expo meet cg ppl. den went to church. hahaha.

church ended ard 4 plus? den went to buy one donutttttt. den went to metro sale awhile den kai called den went to meet him with caiping and mich. den went to changi airport to eat with his friends too. hahaha. got to know a few friends. hahahha.

den slacked at T3 de beasement there. played game and made alot of noise. hahahs.

bused 24 with mich den change to bus 5. thanks to mich for sharing and consoling me. hahaha. thanks peiting for sharing also. hahahaha. love you girls. and i nearly cried on bus 24. haha. and mich saw den she smsed me. cos i alight already. hahahah. thanks baby.

it's 1.12 am now. and i took hours to blog this. becos i'm smsing, msn-ing and facebooking. so abit slow. and idk wad to write also. so ya. cya.

your love was like a shadow @ 11:21 PM


♥ Friday, December 26, 2008

geez. i was actually planning not to update. since i was soooooo tired. but ya. well. i have nothing to do so update lor. hahaha.

work work work. tired tired tired. tsk. and my leg now is damn pain. zzz. and i still have to work tmr. tsk. becos i've no idea too. suddenly jacky call me again ask me tmr can work anot. LOL. but ya. but i'm sooooo tired. zzz.

i seriously need a shoulder massage. somebody be a kind soul? ;D

ya while working was smsing with jiajun. den after that he nv reply. den long time later he called me. say ps nv reply. lol. den i say he boxim one. den he said at least he got the heart to call okay. LOL!

and morning vonne called my other number. cos not much ppl know the number. den alphy was like looking for me. he smsed but i nv reply. cos my fone was off. den when i on my fone, 4 smses. 3 from him. and 1 caller alert from him. LOL.

and eugene is badddddddddddd too. he says i'm a stingy ass. cos i countdown to my grad den nv count for him. tsk. ya whatever. den i say i only countdown for bf or bestie. den he say okay lor. bye. -.- so petty right. tsk. and i've got a new name for him. and it's vampireeeeeeeeee. LOL!

idk wad to write luh. too tired. and i need to sleep early. tsk.

your love was like a shadow @ 11:33 PM


♥ Thursday, December 25, 2008

wee~

ytd slept until ard 2.30 becos you know i have been sleeping late this few days. tsk. den woke up. slack awhile bathe and went to whitesands to meet fishy and jimmy. fishy got a gucci perfume. LOL. went to walked ard. and bought breeezer too. den went over to her house. bbq-ed and watch tv. her bro and alden was like keep asking me to buy things for them in pet society. LOL.

stayed there until 12 plus. den dad called me. ask me walk out. cos his friend come fetch me. so ya. went to 444 to eat. sat there until 4am. cos they were like drinking. so drank until 4am -.- slept ard 5am and idk why i woke up at 12 plus to play my laptop. hahahhahaha. i think becos ytd i nv play den i miss my laptop. wahahahahhahah. LOL.

and dennis is badddddddddd. lie to me say he alone at bugis cos i mentioned that i going bugis. but last min cancel den when he msged me that time i was like at whitesands. zzz. den he tell me he alone make me feel guilty -.-

and todday, went to the cellgroup gathering. was quite fun. doing some sharing and eating dinnner. wahahaha. i think i shall end here. cos my eye is pain, i have to work tmr and i'm tired. so i'll end here. cya!

merrychristmas everyone!





this shall be my last goodbye.
i know you've gone to her.
i dun care if you give a damn about me.
but i won't go and help you anymore.
i dun care if you com crashed.
just don't ask me to do anything for you anymore.
cos i'll be busy with my own stuffs.
GOODBYE!
ps. this time is for real.

your love was like a shadow @ 11:49 PM


♥ Tuesday, December 23, 2008

today i woke up at 2.30pm. becos i slept at 2 plus going 3 last night. you know, msging alphy. LOL. den he was like keep bugging me to intro amanda to him. so ya i gave in. hahah. but amanda told me what he said to her. wahahahha. cos alphy keep dun wan tell me when i asked. den i asked amanda. lols. okay uh. cos we quite long nv talk already. i think ever since sec 3 or 4 cos of hb de thing. den nv talk. only like sometimes smile and say hi nia. hahaha. until recently cos of alphy. tsk. den he somemore can say help bring us closer. LOL.

so ya. after wake up, again lifeless life like wad i told him ytd. he say i nv go out of course no life luh. LOL. ya. just msn-ed and watch tv away. hahaha. and my hair is seriously toooooo irritating already. zzz. fishy called also. cos she called my house. den idk is who. cos the voice dun sound like her. den i can ask who are you. LOL.

and i was playing again. until i almost forgot to update. tsk. i'm getting more and more forgetful. wahahahahhas.

and i'm superrrrrr broke now. tsk.

idk wad to write luh. i'm not in the mood already. hais. i promise i will cheerup. ):

your love was like a shadow @ 11:46 PM


♥ Monday, December 22, 2008

this morning, fishy called me at 11 plus. geez. i was soooo tired. i was even planning to sleep till quite late. lol. den slacked ard on bed before going to bathe and prepare. just nice i blow finish my hair she called again. ask me want to eat lunch anot. lol. so ya went to tamp to meet her. took bus 5 and wanted to change to bus 37. but wtf? i missed that stop becos i was thinking of something. zzz. den took all the way to east point den take 38. and i nearly missed that stop again. but luckily i didn't. LOL. if not idk how to go liao. lmao.

chatted with terence last night too. for like more than 1/2 hour. lols. in the middle got some other ppl call him den he dun wan talk to the person den he tell the person he wan sleep liao. i tot he talking to me den i kup the fone. den he call back. LMAO. thanks for ur advice last night (:

francis also sms-ed me last night ask me wan go sentosa with them anot. but i didn't go cos was too tired. lols.

went to eat pasta den went to TP. lols. recently keep eating pasta. broke liao luh. and also sian liao. haha.

supposed to help fishy do her java. but i forgot all about java. tsk.

went home ard 4 plus going to 5. lols. walked ard whitesands awhile den went to buy DOUNTS. haha. loves darkchoco donuts. LOL.

was bloghopping at home. and i saw this girl's blog. http://xiia0biit.blogspot.com/ and i think she's veryyyyy funny. she's only 16 and just completed her N levels and she provides tution for O level. WOW! wad a joke! later tution until fail how? tsk.

anyway michelle baby, please cheerup okay. i'll always be here for you. just gimme a call or smt if you need me kay. My Condolences!

idk if i'm starting to treat him more like a friend or wad? cos recently dun really feel much like replying him. and we've not much topic to talk about in the first place. lol. although i'm still thinking of him, maybe i'm on my right track to letting go. thanks to roy's advice.

your love was like a shadow @ 10:18 PM


♥ Sunday, December 21, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL TWEETY.
18 already. you should grow up and stop bullyingggggggggggg me. AHHAHHAHHAHAHHAHA.

heyo! i must be crazy. becos i slept at 3 plus last night. and i got waken up by 9am this morning cos need go bai bai. lols. after that went to crystal jade restaurant to have our lunch cum dinner. haha. den went to walk awhile den went to take 38 to east point to meet mich. lols.

went for her church event which eventually became my church. lol. i did enjoy myself though there were some akward moments. hahah. stay ard with estee den went home. and when i became christian, the cell group was like so happy. LOL! (i dunno if i made the right choice) maybe abit regretted?cos alot ppl telling me christanity no good. lol. and i won't be as free as b4 already =x

went to roy shop after that. waited for siaumek for her dinner break den i ate with her. lols. den i went back home. cos too tired already. the reason i went to roy shop was becos my legs and shoulder were tired. so i went to his shop to rest. lol.

and while in his shop we had a chat. cos i was like there day dreaming. den he ask me wad i thinking. so share lor. den he ask me dun think so much esp at night. he said wad its i bu she de let go. thats why i find it hard to forget. like my heart still cannot decide. cos once i decided to let go, even if he call i also will take him as a normal friend calling. tsk. wad to do? ): hais.

pictures from today.

i feel that this pic makes me look like a pregnant woman -.-

me and estee.



and pictures from yesterday (:

proof of him spitting. zz.

mich loves to anyhow snap.
same for this.
mich and me in pastamania.
see he's trying to steal my money. LOL.

your love was like a shadow @ 9:19 PM


♥ Saturday, December 20, 2008

today, woke up at 10.30 in the morning to get prepared. den went down to meet jiaxuan to buy present. and we were suppose to meet 12.30. i reached ard 12.25. den he reached ard 1. zzz. i feel like a retarded standing there waiting. tsk. cos you know, i dun like to wait for ppl de. usually is ppl wait for me. thats why i'm always late? haha. okay luh. depends de. if those won't late de ppl, i also won't late. if those always late. den i purposely late one. LOL.

den when he reached, went to buy the present already den daniel called. zzz. still can hello auntie. -.- den i say here no auntie. lol.

after walking ard with jx, and msging alphy at the same time, den went to mrt station to meet the rest. oh and alphy funny. 2 plus am msg me. and i was already asleep. so i this morning den saw. lol.

den he was like working and i tot he was sleeping at home or smt. haha. den he came to meet us at mrt ard 2. to have our lunch. saw 2 terence today. haha. terence han and terrence ng. haha. den terence han came to talk to me. hahaha. den when we went for our lunch den he went back to work. lols. he tot i wanted to sing K. zz. cos he say wad can 3 person charge 1 person de money. LOL!


catched the movie twilight!!! i'd recommend you to watch. seriously. the love part tooooooo touching. if only my bf is like that. hahahahaha. and edward is soooooo handsome :D

after movie went to bugis. actually wanted to eat hotpot. but tooo many ppl. den went to pastamania instead. and i managed to psycho alphy down also. HAHA. cos he dunno where to go. den ask him come bugis find us. since he also nothing to do if he go home. lol. after long psycho-ing den he decided to come down. lol.

and i swear the turkey bacon taste like shitttttttt. totally tasteless. zzz. made me have a hard time eating. tsk. really regretted eating that. and i think i'm getting a sorethroat soon. zzz. me and alphy also keep gang up to bully mich. LOL!

den he went to smoke. and i was like beside him. den got a group of guys taking foto. den he ask me to go help them take. den i say siao they also nv ask me. zzz. den you expect me to go 'hi i help you all take foto?' zzz. crazy. LOL. den he say they shy. den i say i more shy. den he still can say i tot you not shy one -.-

and gee. i'm dead tired. zzz. lack of sleep and my shoulders are aching. zzz.

bought a sitch for fishy too. i still owe her a birthday present. cos hard to find time to go buy and meet up with her. haaha. and since i saw today so buy for her lor. hahaha.

den mrt-ed home after that. and at the mrt station, amanda saw me. she called me but i didn't hear. den alphy told me. den he keep 'siyin de friend' at the esclator. zzz. den he somemore ask me she how old bla bla. ask me intro. lols. den he somemore go sit beside her at the station den amanda got shocked and moved away abit. LOL.

i've been hooked on the song 'baby 对不起' i think it's quite sometime back de song? also not sure. lols. but its a nice song. hahaha.

eh idk wad to write le. my shoulders are very pain. so byeeeeee.






& why does shit always happen when you're trying to forget. zzz.

your love was like a shadow @ 11:37 PM


♥ Friday, December 19, 2008

yo baby. haha. baby has been my word recently uh. LOL!

ytd night was crapping with junye. den he told me that he was beside him. zzz. den keep saying wad he like me bullcrap. den i went to sms him. he say he not with jy. LOL! see jy lie to me. zzz.

slept ard 2 or 3 plus. and woke up ard 11am this morning. finally morning existed to me uh. LOL! no luh. actually is forced to wake up cos i gotta meet someone at simei mrt at 12.30. and you know, i always bathe oh-so-long. and i still need to dry my hair. soooo i need a longerrrr time to prepare. haha. reached simei ard 12.20 and just nice she reached also. cos when i alight my bus she msged me. haha.

pei-ed bro to buy his jacket. den went to eat lunchhh at kopitam. haha. den went to get a drink den went homeeeeeeeee. lols. surfed web, played game and went on stomp. hahah. found out alot of interesting things uh. hahah. teenagers nowadays. tsk.

have been getting gastrics nowadays. and sometimes when i eating suddenly stomach pain. zzz. should learn to keep healthy lifestyle. so won't get so many problems. haha.

idk wad to write le. so bye. off to watch my tveeeeeeeee. HAHA.

ps. its a longer post as compared to ytd's. so be glad (:



it's time i put a stop to all this.
i should learn to be HAPPY
and not sad anymore.
even though i know it's very hard to give up on you,
but i still have to do it.
becos i know even if i hang on here,
it will get me no where.
one day, i will find you with another girl.
i wouldn't want that to happen.
so i should learn to let go now.
before its too late when i see you with your future girlfriend.
GOODBYE,LOVE.

your love was like a shadow @ 8:54 PM


♥ Thursday, December 18, 2008

yesterday couldn't get to sleep. tsk. slept only ard 3 plus. zzz. den today got woken up by bro at 12 plus to go eat lunch. bought my running shoes from Buy And Throw Away. like finally huh. hahaha. actually its New Balance de. haha. den bro bought his sch shoes too. hahaha. after that went homeeeeee. i think i did nothing except read my last year diary. lol. brings back alot of memories about ck luh. hahah.

eh idk wad to write already luh. lifeless hoildays. tsk. maybe i should blog less since i have nothing to blog. and guess wad? he suddenly msged me today. okay i got abit shocked. zz. chatted for quite long luh. hhaha. and he's such a pig luh. i reached home ard 3 plus den he just woke up. cos he asked me i nv go out today uh. lol. den he today also guaikia luh. stay at home. cos he nobody to go out with. LOL! den i say my here alot wind. wind super strong. den at night den he sms me again. say he just realised that his there also got wind. cos he went out to smoke. zz.

bye bye bye bye bye. dunno wad to write le.

your love was like a shadow @ 9:17 PM


♥ Wednesday, December 17, 2008

heyo!

kinda tired today. a picture to share. cos i was tooo bored den i went to play with photoshop. haha.



okay looks kinda retarded. LOL!

practically did nothing today?

no wait. i did pack a section of my cupboard. haha. den i found my diary. den of course i starting reading again. and somehow it brings back alot of memories. and it also reflected how childish i used to be last time. but wad to do? kid at that time ma. hahahas. and it also reflected how many nice guy i lost becos i was with samuel at that time. and he treated me like shit. tsk.

and i realise that i'm starting to abandon my fone already. getting sick of msging maybe? haha. and my fone was like practically in the room the whole day while i'm at the living room watching tv and playing my laptop. haha.

hoildays are deftinely boring without a job. someone intro me job pls. tsk.

i'm also getting lazier and lazier. first i'm lazy to use my fone. den i'm lazy to get my ass out of my house. oh but i've to meet a buyer at simei on friday. den i'll be going out on sat and on sun. finally. i'm getting my ass out of this house uh. LOL. i should learn to sleep early and wake up early. so that morning still exists to me. whahahas. if not some ppl going to say i'm a pig liao. tsk.

idk wad to write liao. and i've nothing to write. so, bye.






and i finally know why i can hardly communicate with my parents. it's like they're hardly at home. at den when they're at home i seldom talk to them. or rather have nothing to say to them. thats why i rather talk to my laptop. or even to my pooh. when i talk to them, they dun listen. so might as well i talk to my laptop or pooh. it makes no difference. at least they listen to me. or i can talk to the wall would be a better choice too. forget it i think i'm gonna get depression soon. i've no one to talk to.

your love was like a shadow @ 10:06 PM


♥ Tuesday, December 16, 2008

helloo.

i seriously forgot to blog ytd. lols. cos i was playing game. den my mum was like bugging me to sleep at 12 plus. zz. so when i off my laptop den i realised i forgot to update my blog. hahahas.

have been emo-ing awhile for today. hais. began thinking of something again. not saying much here. cos i've updated on my private blog. ask me. i might invite you to see. (:

idk wad to write le luhs. i give myself until sch reopen. hopefully i can forget. wad vonne said was right. it's either i forget or i make him gan dong. but how the shit do i make him gan dong. he has got so many other more chio girls to choose from. he deftinely won't choose me one wad. wtf shit luhs. i will forget him. I KNOW I WILL! I DEFTINELY WILL! just that. it needs some time. and i know i will take a very long time. becos i think i've fallen toooooo deep for him. ): gimme more time please. i'm trying very hard to not contact him. but i fail. i just sms-ed him ytd and the day before. and i msn-ed him today. hais. liddat how to forget. GIMME MORE TIME! i will forget in time to come! siyin will be hard-hearted! siyin will forget. just that, i need to change my wallpaper first. jiayou!





& here's dennis quiz which took me weeks to do it. LOL.

Quiz sabo-ed by Dennis.
Those ppl hu dun habb more than 10 links you can stop the quiz at question 10. =]

1. Who's the person that tagged you?
- Dennis.

2. Relationship between you and him?
- Friends.

3. Three impressions of him?
- Bullier, Friendly, dunno. LOL.

4. If he becomes your enemy, you will?
- Eh dun think that will happen.

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
- iloveyou.

6. Characteristic i like about myself?
- Random, Crazy, Funny. LOL.

7. Characteristic i hate about myself?
- Emo at times, easily irritated sometimes.

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
- Screw you and get lost.

9. What do people feel about you?
- hah dunno. How about you tell me? LOL.

10. Your crush?
- Someone.

11. Pass this to 10 peoples.
1. Michelle.
2. Jingwei.
3. Guiliang.
4. Terence.
5. Sinnee.
6. Yuehan.
7. Qiuhui.
8. Shanyun.
9. Jaslyn.
10. Yuting.

12. If 5 & 7 were together?
- LOL. impossible. they dunno each other.

13. Who does 5 like?
- Dunno. nv ask her.

14. What colour does 9 like?
- I think pink. hah.

15. Say something about 8?
- Cheerful and pretty.

16. Who is 2?
- PIG BROTHER (:

17. Talk about 3?
- Random.

18. Who is 10's best friend?
- Terence.

19. Who's the most sexiest among all 10?
- LOL dunno.

20. What colour does 4 like?
- not sure.

21. Is 4 Single?
- Single.

22. Your relationship with 1?
- My baby.

23. Are 5 & 6 best friends?
- Nopes, they don't even know each other.

24. 9's Surname?
- Chong. i think.

25. 7's Surname?
- Sor.

26. Say something to 8?
- Imissyou.

27. Say something to help 9?
- Cheerup.

28. Which of the 10 do you admire?
- noone.

29. Where does 1 live?
- AMK.

30. 10 of them know who you like?
- yea a few.

31. Say something to 6 when you see him?
- Hi.

32. 10's spouse?
- Dunno.


your love was like a shadow @ 6:20 PM


♥ Sunday, December 14, 2008

hi honeys. LOL. thats very gay. hahahaha.

today was like wtf? i woke up at 4 -.- went to bathe den watch-ed tv and played com. hahha. lifeless luh. hahhaa. cos ytd i slept ard 4 i think. hahahas.

stupid junye. his cammie tan that time on his msn. made me think that it's his gf. cos he put wad i'm in love with cammie tan den got date somemore. tsk. den ytd when i went to view his blog den i realised its his cam -.- tsk. mislead ppl only -.-

and and obviously ppl cold den wear jacket/cardigan right. den my bro was like why you wear cardigan at home -.- den i answer him. i very hot thats why i wear -.- well. stupid questions deserve stupid answers. tsk. den uncle asked him about countdown thing. den he still can ask when -.- zzz. talking about countdown. who wanna go countdown with me? hehe.

and i see no fuck in reply stupid ppl msn or sms. it totally spoils my mood. i dun even wan to reply him den he keep spam -.- den when i nv reply like less than 5 mins he spam again -.- wtf la. he think i very free mehs keep entertaining him -.- zzz. i'm not in the best mood today. zzz.

actually i see no point in blogging? cos i dunno wad to blog. and i'm currently playing warcraft. haha. so bye.

your love was like a shadow @ 9:45 PM


♥ Saturday, December 13, 2008

heyo! finally internet is backkkkk thats why i can blog! haha.

morning woke up ard 11. den went to prepare den mrt-ed down to YIO CHU KANG. zzz. so far again. LOL. took me 1 hour to travel again. tsk. and when i reach, called mich i ask her where is she den she say in my heart -.-

okay. i did have some fun there. haha. and one of her friends sabo me in one of the game. tsk. and there's a guy named siyu. den they were like asking are we brothers and sisters. -.- stayed there until 6 plus i think. den went with estee and mich to cityhall. estee wanted to get a christian thing. haha. den went to eat. den she went home. cos she say wan sleep. haha.

den me and mich walked ard. den we bought donuts at donut factory. thanks to the person in front of me. let the heart shape donut for me. haha. cos i say i wanted the heart shape one. den i think she heard. den she ask me i want right. den she choose others. hahahas.

den when i eating the heart shape donut i sang 我的心里只有你没有他 to mich. LOL! mich should be glad kay. cos i hardly sing for ppl de. unless i kisiao or smt. LOL.

mrt-ed home. went to simei to take bus 5. saw aichoo auntie on bus. den she ask where i go. zz.

end here le. bye.






your love was like a shadow @ 11:51 PM


♥ Friday, December 12, 2008

didn't update this few days. becos my internet is downnnnnnn again. zzz. and i think ppl saw me login and logout like over more than 10 times on tuesday. becos internet decided to fuck up -.-


WEDNESDAY : today was was super tired. always wednesday liddat one. haha. reached sch about 8.30. becos traffic jam -.- somemore my house there got one bus break down. zz.

den had online test. wad shit? do halfway den timesup -.- but nvm managed to pass. haha. nv do finish still can get 60 plus. HAHA. managed to pass becos of cher help and some online blog that they found which got all the answer. HAHA. den i was searching for answer. den mr chu ask me do finish already uh. den i say i searching for answer den he o okay. HAHA.

and jianhao is -.- ask him dun see the pic he still go see. zzz. somemore say wan set as desktop background. but too baddddddddddddddd. sch com cannot set background de. if can i long ago already set liao. LMAO! somemore keep disturbing me. zzz.

went to c1 for lunch after that. den pei-ed yx to jurong eastttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt to collect her bf's mp3. was like soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo far. almost 1 hour of train. i finally can understand why alphy they all always late. cos i just travel one time liddat already sian like shit liao. imagine they have to travel everyday. zzz. i think if it's me, i also will be like jianhao. come sch few times only. HAHA. bought one ear stud at IMM there too. den mrt-ed home. reached home ard 6 plus -.- and i slept in the mrt. cos was too tired. and i realised a good point about being a girl. you get to get seats why the train is almost full. HAHA. cos just now actually got 1 guy wanted take that sit also. den he give up his seat to me. LMAO.

and i found out smt. HAHA. someone ever asked her if i like jh. and isit we steading. LMAO!

and they practically spammed my blog in sch -.- zzz. den they keep view young mummy blog. den dunno who say they got baby and get F b4 liao. still wan see. den alphy say okay de wad -.-

nothing to do den tried dota. and now i know why the guys always play dota. cos it's really addictive. HAHA.


THURSDAY ; 11/12/08

went to bedok in the afternoon. they were like late and i was the first one to arrive to see no one there -.- ard 12.40 plus den everyone arrived i think. cos ard 1 den we reached BK to eat. zzz. saw joshhhhhhhhh when i was walking out from bedok mrt. haha. was like we walking different direction. den we saw each other. like abit shocked. haha. den he smsed me. say he wear uni weird right. den he say i wear my uni cute. like small kid -.- zzz.

ate until1.30 liddat. den went to take bus to sch. xingying met me at BK too. to pass me my stuffs. HAHA. reached sch ard 2 i think. HAHA. den did probability. me and yixuan was like there playing with the mp3 bluetooth. cos figuring out how to send bluetooth to her bf's mp3. den cher ask isit we sharing bf photo. zz. den still ask need him to help us project it out anot -.- tsk. vonne told me something also. kinda shocked but actually i can feel it already last time. just that i do nothing. haha. it brings back alot of memories uh. HAHA. den miss prettie also come and tell us that our hoildays offically starts on 15 dec. do not self declare hoilday tmr. zzz.

den fishy called me when i in class. den cher was like looking at me. den i tell her i call her later. den when i doing my working at the board she called again. and my ringtone was like freaking loud. den everybody tot wad sound was that. zz. make me damn paiseh luhs. tsk. but alphy one more funny. his fone on the table den he sit other place. den cher teach halfway his fone got msg. den cher look at him he still can smile at cher. LMAO. den cher say he still smile. expect him to take for him mehs. LOL! maybe his house got philippine maid help him take. LOL!

went to tamp to find fishy and her friends. den they went to watch movies den me and candice went walk walk awhile den go her parents shop slack while waiting for fishy. haha. den met her for dinner. den shopped awhile. yangshuang asked how long we meet already cos we like stick together whole time. HAHA. and fishy got tonsssssssssssss of things nv tell me. humph! haha. kept on disiao-ed jimmy that she is his gf. HAHA. cos she last time also disiao me wad. den now i disiao back. haha. and eugene smsed me too. was like shocked. i tot is wrong eugene. HAHA. cos got 3 eugene in my contacts list. LOL. he asked smt. need my help. LMAO.

reached home ard 9 plus. first time wear sch u until so late luh. HAHA. maybe going to fishy house tmr to help her eat ice cream. and sun bian kapok her internet. LOL! play dotaaaaaaaaa. HAHAH. cannot play uh. addictive. lols. and candice still can say is boy game -.- but when you play dota time passes very quickly. like ytd. didn't know it was 1 plus already. tsk. and today can play until 12 plus again when i have lesson at 8 tmr. zzz.



FRIDAY ; 12/12/08

screwed up. and i actually overslept. cos i gamed until 2am -.- supposed to meet mich at 7.45. but but but. she woke up at 7.05 and i woke up at 7.20. LMAO! den i called her. cos i scared she leave too early. hahas. den went to prepare den called jianhao while on the bus. he keep huh huh huh. cos i in the bus den dun wan talk too loud. tsk. and mich guessed right that even if i no internet also sleep late one. LOL!

den reached inter to meet mich. her bus was like freaking long. tsk. her one stop made me wait 10 mins. LMAO.

ate breakfast den chionged for 31. LOL! reached sch went VB. cher didn't block internet. cos last day liao. haha. played facebook. but kinda lazy to play already cos too long nv play also liao. haha. den like sian. haha.

and mich was like funny. cos vonne ask her to help her pluck the thumbdrive into her com. den mich go play into her own com. den vonne was like there waiting why no pop up come out. LOL! cos she doing her nails ma. haha.

went to changi airport for lunch den bused home. went to grab my laptop den went to take bus 5 to inter den bus 358 to central. becossssss i'm freaking lazy to walk to central. LMAO. onlined at candice house. did my online stuffs for networking. den played dotaaaaaaa. HAHA.

ernest suddenly msn-ed me say he saw me on bus 5. i think i saw but couldn't recognise it's him. cos he say he sit near the door. den i saw someone wear black shirt at that time. so i asked him. den he say ya. but didn't take much notice of his face. LOL.

and i've to wait till monday before the person comes and check my internet. and it's like freaking long wait. zz. so i've to survive without internet by playing game. LMAO. dk wad to write liao. bye. wait for my next post (:

your love was like a shadow @ 6:45 PM


♥ Tuesday, December 9, 2008

gee~ today woke up at 6.30. freaking weak. like fever. so called jh a few times den went back to sleep. skipped the VB lesson. den woke up ard 9. felt abit better. went to prepare and went to sch. still abit weak when i at home. zzz. cabbed down. cos was running late. and the cab fare dunno why so cheap. cos last time i take. 7bucks plus. den today i take $5.80 nia. went to lecture hall for test. zz. practically everyone cheated luhs. like beside each other only can cheat one lehs. LMAO.

lawrence suddenly msged me also. HAHA. like so long nv contact me den suddenly tell me he miss me. -.-

den waited for chu to get answers for chap 3-11. den went to c2 to have lunch. dunno why recently appetite not that good. i eat half bowl den nv eat liao. cos stomach pain. and keep on feel like vomitting. zz. den we down there talked about email stuffs bla bla. HAHA.

went for lla. but no lla -.- make us stay for nothing. if not can go home earlier. ps to pig bro. i didn't know got msg until he called me. LOL!

reached home den went to whitesands to meet mum. cos they at whitesands. den need me to pass voucher to them. zz.

chionged networking at night. and i'm finally done. and i'm helping alphy do -.- and i've got a freakingggggggggg stomach ache. zzz. back to chiong his networking le. cya.





& why am i doing so much? it's always a one way traffic.

your love was like a shadow @ 9:39 PM


♥ Monday, December 8, 2008

gee. 2nd post. HAHA. slept ard 2 plus last night at chalet. den 4 plus kena waken up. cos other ppl wan sleep also. den they make alot of noise and on light. thus i wake up awhile, den go back sleep. HAHA. andddddd i seriously dun like ppl sleep next to me. cos you know. when i sleep, i tend to flip and flip. like bbq-ing. so i'm afraid that when i flip too much i might wake them up. den i kept waking up last night. to flip carefully. cos there's someone beside me. trying to flip as softly as possible. so as to not wake the person up. HAHA. gee.. thats sooooooo not nice. i prefer to sleep alone. where i can flip all i want. HAHA.

kena woken up ard 10 plus. den slacked and studied networking until 1 plus den i decided to go home. cos too sian. and i have my things to do at home too. HAHA.

was playing laptop. when alphy suddenly sms-ed me. and i don't know, until i went to take my memory card. den he asked me to go expo find him. pass him the networking notes. HHA. thanks pig bro for pei-ing me down (:

waited for alphy to finish work, pei-ed pig bro wait for bus. den we took 12 to pasir ris. den alphy and lehao took mrt back to bukit batok. haha. wonder if they reach jurong still will have train to batok anot. HAHA.

sms-ed hao. hopefully he can wake up tmrrrrrrrrrrr. better not go back sleep after picking up my call. tsk.

eh no idea wad to write le. i might not be online the next few days. see how. cos my cousin coming my house. and they will be messing with my laptop. so we'll see about it. haha. time to enjoy photos. (:

o.O two gays? HAHA.
guess who's that?
mum treat me to eat.
sun too hot luh.
me and jovina.
jomaine sweetie.
elden boy.


your love was like a shadow @ 11:08 PM



geeeeee. now it's sunday 1.40am and i'm currently at my cousin's chalet. supposed to go home. but but but. it's too late. and they dun let me go home. ): cos i actually wanted to cab home. but they say i girl den so late already. (12plus) den they ask me to stay instead. -.- i'll miss my bed.

i've nothing much to update actually. except that my mum kisiao-ed again. for nothing started nagging non stop. zzz. from start to end she keep naggiing. zzz.

went to changi for breakfast/lunch. den went oveer to chalet. HAHA. which is like quite near eugene. den i disiao-ed him just now. ask him to come entertain me. since quite near only. den he say i pay taxi fare he come. LOL. like i even asked my dad to pay my taxi fare home he still ask me pay for him. LMAO.

idk wad to write le. cya.

your love was like a shadow @ 1:27 AM


♥ Saturday, December 6, 2008

today was like BORING. tsk.

i woke up at 4.30pm -.- like wtf? zz. xingying called me ard 11 plus. to tell me that stuffs are ready to be collected den see when to meet me. haha.

den continue sleep until 4.30. it was like freaking late luhs. zzz.

did nothing to whole day i think. went out at pasar malam for awhile. den went acarde play. den saw eugene there. waitttttt. not that ite de eugene. is eugene shortie. get it? zzz. bought a chelsea shorts too. HAHA. saw kimjian kor too. but didn't call him. cos he with his parents. LOL.

jiajun suddenly and randomly called me. den keep bullshit to me. zz. say if he come down i must meet him bla bla. cos tt time i working at yishun den he wan come find me i always not there. LOL. den tell me wad yewtee and cck related -.-

eh idk wad to write liao. i still need to copy my networking notes. tsk. cya.

your love was like a shadow @ 10:54 PM


♥ Friday, December 5, 2008

ytd slept damn late. den this morning was like damn tired. bombed jh's fone. over 10 plus fone calls den he woke up. den while on the bus suddenly alphy msg me. den he ask me got morning call hao anot. den he ask me call again check he wake up already anot -.- so called. bomb his fone again. total waas like 20 over calls to him. zz. my batt from 2 bar become 1 bar. -.- luckily i bring spare fone out. if not gg. LOL.

den he woke up only at 10 plus -.- den did our test. was okay but rather stress. zzz. but somehow managed to solve most of it. HAHA. seek some help from cher too. den he explain to me. LMAO. i dun like prettie luhs. so i purposely wait for the guy cher to come den i ask him help me mark. haha. if not i think my score sure damn low de. tsk.

den after lesson walked to expo mrt -.- zzz. den waited for mich den went to douby gauth to watch our movie and have our lunch. watched "QUARANTINE " i wouldn't recommend it. cos after watch it makes me abit giddy -.- and its abit gross at some part. tsk. den at some part i tio shock den gy ask why i keep kena shocked. cos i keep jumping up. LOL! luckily i sit middle. if not die. haha. and got one part kasper more funny. totally jump up until he shake. LMAO! luckily popcorn nv fly. HAHA. and his pop corn was like almost full after the whole movie. LOL! too scared to eat. HAHA.

after movie went to parklane there to play pool. after playing pool went to take 65. den switched to bus 5. haha. reached home ard 8 liddat. super tired la. slept for awhile in bus 65. haha.

eh idk wad to write le. i need to study my networking. zzz. cya.



your love was like a shadow @ 9:50 PM


♥ Thursday, December 4, 2008

today, i can't remember much as i'm super tired. woken up by mich. cos she say prettie called her ask her why nv go the teambuilding shit thing. den went to prepare den went down with her lor. hahas. and surprisingly she didn't called me? haha.

den did shit in the team building den went to take 31 to meet nick and pig bro. had mac becos mich say want eat mac. LOL. they keep calling her missy and auntie. LOL.

den rain was super bigggggg. den mich shelter me over. den pig bro and nick ran. LOL!

was late for maths lesson but cher haven start teaching yet. haha.

probability is gonna kill me one day. tsk. den slacked in sch. cos rain tooooooo big. can't go home. zzz. until 5 plus. josh called me to ask where am i cos he at pasir ris. LOL. but i in sch playing uno. got stucked in sch luh. hahhas. but i still got to meet him after that. cos he sms me. say he going pasir ris. den he ask me wan meet him anot. den okay lor. since so long nv see him already. almost one year liao. went to central to meet jeremy to collect my thumbdrive. den walked back to my house there to slack. chatted until 10 plus den he cabbed home. haha.

back home played laptop. LOL. cos he got ask me later go do wad. den i do the handsign. like typing keyboard. den he say com again. HAHA. dk wad to write le. cya. pictures are below ^^

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