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♥ Saturday, May 31, 2008

LOLS..

today super bored at home >.<

woke up ard 2 plus.. LOL.. cos actually 12 plus bro woke me up.. ask me wan go eat anot.. cos mum ask us go eat.. but i too tired, so i rejected.. LOL..

den cont sleep until 2 plus.. but i ard 3 den go wash up.. LOL.. cos i played ds on bed ma. hahahahs..

woke up with back pain -.-

den played laptop all the way.. wanted to watch show actually.. but the quality no good.. >.<

den played with psp after that.. addicted to super collapse.. LOL.. I WANT TO CUT MY HAIR!! but i cannot find time.. rofl..

super bored lehs.. crapped on msn again.. HAHA.. guiliang called me and chat.. lols.. i was playing psp den he called.. LOL.. cos my fone suddenly ring.. LOL..cos he called with his house number.. den is private number ma.. and usually private number is he and candice nia.. den i pick up, den he wanted to disturb me.. den i say guiliang dun play.. HAHA.. den he ask how come i know it's him.. HAHA..

i hope i won't anyhow think again tonight.. okays.. back to psp.. bye.~

your love was like a shadow @ 9:58 PM


♥ Friday, May 30, 2008

wee~

finally the end of the week.. and i can finally catch some good sleep.. LMAO..

today, overslept.. woke up at 8 when my lesson starts at 9.. i need 1 and 1/2 hour to prepare and travel.. so when i finish bathing and eating, go down bus stop already 8.45 liao.. where can 15 mins reach sch -.- so end up reached sch ard 9.15-9.20 liddat.. LOL..

java java.. no mood to study also.. LOL.. hmms, den went over to clique side.. cos jx help me make my laptop thingy ma.. den also wanted to ask daniel to send me the games.. HAHA.. den they anyhow play with my laptop.. den they open until my friendster, den rm noticed that i removed a featured friend.. LMAO.. and i was playing neopets ma.. den kasper and yuehan also follow me go play neopets.. HAHA..

den released ard 11.45.. and some ppl from behind our class de.. go sabo say yh playing game.. LMAO..

den went to airport to eat and slack.. sunbian go fetch jiaxuan's sis.. LOL.. or rather is we pei him go.. LOL.. ate popeye.. HAHAHA.. and mich had a meet the "parent-in-law" session.. LMAO..and they can actually get along sia?! LMAO..

and i dunno why today i sot de.. on bus to airport, i was listening to ah mei's ru guo ni ye ting shuo.. den i keep repeating the song.. and i kept thinking and thinking.. and after alighting the bus, still listening the song, den see them together, i suddenly feel like crying.. tears almost rolled out.. but i tried to control my tears.. haiis.. rather emo for the day..

after airport, went to tamp to fix my ds, cos cannot play the downloaded game.. LOL.. saw junxiang, but somehow, cannot recognise him.. cos maybe we too long nv see each other le.. den was like we keep staring at each other.. den like thinking this person very familar sia.. den later i msged him.. asked if he was at tamp mall.. den he say ya.. he couldn't recognise me too.. LOL..

oh ya, from airport, jiaxuan's dad send us to tamp inter.. at tamp mall too, they say the wwe show.. den rm, dan and yh go disturb me say eh you leh.. zzz.. LMAO.. see, the edge, so scared.. LOL..

LOLS.. den after that played ds and psp at home.. hees.. addicted liao.. maybe after i work, i getting a psp i think? LMAO.. den they say i play until i forget to online -.- cos i ard 9 liddat den online ma.. hahahhas..

kays luhs.. nothing to write le.. i go emo and sleep le.. =x





i want to stop emo-ing!!!
i want to be back to my cheerful self..

your love was like a shadow @ 10:55 PM


♥ Thursday, May 29, 2008

today, still tired =x

went to sch.. saw neighbour at bus stop.. went to sch together.. LOL..

den mme lesson.. msn-ed in sch again.. HAHA.. never listen in class, cos cher teach too fast liao.. hahhahas.. den keep moving ard in the class.. from my place to daniel they all de place.. den i go use his msn to spam.. LOL.. cos i actually go there cos i help yvonne install the live msgger thing.. den after that nic take my fone to send thing.. LOL.. den he go listen songs.. lmao.. den after that i take his fone, den i say bye.. lmao.. cos i go back my place.. den after awhile, jianhao they all come my place also.. HAHA.. cos they listen the wad back masking.. lmao.. we played with sound forge also.. den i use the "low" song ma.. den daniel ask me go reverse the song.. den end up the song sounds damn funny.. LOL..

and cmos lesson sleep again.. too tired liao luhs..


den after sch, went to expo after a super long decision.. LOL.. saw nigel when we were at the 31 bus stop.. cos i dunno de.. den mich tell me nigel den i saw de.. lols.. den i shout terrorist.. lmao.. den he ask where we going.. mich say bomb, den he heard home.. LMAO..

went to the popular fair.. HAHA.. saw rm's dad.. den they anyhow say i meet the parent liao -.-

left there ard 6 plus.. den went to east point eat kfc.. and we really crapped alot lor.. they talk so much lame stuffs.. really funny luhs.. make until i stomach pain.. LOL..den after eat finish den went to take bus 5 home..

reached home 7 plus.. and i'm starting to lose the mood to blog.. cos i nowadays like not really in the mood the whole day.. i think they can't tell i'm not in the mood also.. =x

cos i always see them together, so close.. how to be in the mood -.-

den yvonne say why i stand behind see them.. i should go in front and talk to him ma.. like if i always go talk to him so suddenly,den will super obvious that i like him? zzz..

HAIIS! no mood to blog le luhs..






though i'm laughing and smiling away,
my heart still hurts..
you'll never know the pain i feel..
and i never imagined that you would be so important to me..

your love was like a shadow @ 9:13 PM


♥ Wednesday, May 28, 2008

gah!

tired tired tired =x

daniel also damn lame.. cos i open ebuddy den nv sign in, den i go toilet ma.. den when i come back, my e-mail there become TheUnderTaker@hotmail.com -.- den kasper tell me is daniel put de.. HAHAHA..

morning in cmos lesson, do the dos thing.. den i do finish le, jh ask me help.. den on ebuddy, they anyhow say i professional programmer.. can help ppl do le -.- somemore say i hacker.. zzz... went for break, den came back.. too tired.. cos theory.. den sian.. slept in class.. den on ebuddy chat again.. but i talk halfway, i tired, lazy reply.. so go sleep.. den stupid rm go say undertaker RIP-ing -.- cos he saw me lying down.. so he say i sleeping.. zz..

chatted with yixuan in class too..cos i quite in a bad mood also.. den told her things.. den she gave me some advices.. den she say i first time tell her all this thing.. LOL.. cos i usually don't talk those things to her de.. hahahhas.. den break time also talked to yvonne abit.. den they both give advice.. thanks girls (: and i think wad yixuan said really maid sense.. cos my pm was "if you love me, let me know.. if you don't let me go" den she say you liddat write also no point.. cos he also dunno you like him.. den you should put like maybe i should let go.. LOL.. and i think it's quite true.. she keep asking me chill and cheerup.. LOL.. :DDDDDDD xuan also said maybe he like her.. ):

jw also say i should confess my feelings.. but i really really scared that he will avoid me.. thats why i nv tell ppl that i like them one.. LOL..

den after that, lunch.. and some girls are like so bitchy lo -.- forget about that.. spoils the mood..

hmm, den lecture.. amazingly, i am awake throughout the whole lecture.. HAHAHA.. maybe cos we keep talking ba.. hahhas..

and i abit stomach ache.. den mich say i pregnant -.- zzz.. den i say ya ya.. with a cat inside.. LOL.. zzz. lame..

den after lecture, went to check if there's any pe, cos it was raining ma.. den we go stadium there find cher.. LOL.. den after that, actually no pe.. den suddenly say got pe.. den they go play basketball and soccer.. den me and jiaxuan there see them play.. help alpaheus take his specs too.. cos they play bb like so hiong liddat.. LOL.. den went to shelter there sit with jiaxuan.. den he lend me his psp play.. they say i nv exercise, i say i got.. i play psp ma.. exercise fingers.. LOL.. and alpha de specs is like damn high lo the degree.. LOL.. somemore i tell jx say i cannot wear specs one.. den i go wear alpha specs, den he laugh sia -.- zzz.. cos my face don't suit specs one luhs.. HAHA.. den after pe, alpha take specs from me, he there siyin siyin siyin.. LOL.. cos i playing psp ma.. ROFL..

den after that, they played around there again -.- den, went to cafe 1 to enjoy aircon.. LOL.. den ate abit.. left sch ard 5.45? den i bused 2 home.. den they anyhow say wad.. cos rm not there, thats why i take bus 2.. if rm there, i sure take bus 31 one -.- no link.. zzz.. like they all go home ma.. den might as well i take bus 2 out den switch bus 5.. directly my house downstairs sia.. no need walk also.. LOL.. take 31 den switch 3.. need walk far los -.- somemore also nv go walk walk.. den i go tamp for wad sia.. HAHA..so, conclusion.. i take bus 2 has got nothing to do with rm.. zzz..

and damn! i saw that someone in sch again.. -.-

jeremy somemore say why i nv go training.. LMAO..cos when i finish pe, den walk past them ma.. den he ask why i nv go.. LOL..and like so many ppl like to shout my name -.- like scared ppl dunno my name liddat.. LOL.. cos clique from 3rd floor go shout my name, den i turn behind.. i tot who call me.. den 2nd time they call again.. den i look behind.. den they say smt, den i look up.. den oh it's them.. LOL..

den after sch also quite tired le luhs.. reached home ard 7.. LOL..

nothing to blog le.. tralalallaas..

and i realised how much we've drifted apart.. she no longer contact me.. and she removed me off her featured already =x

your love was like a shadow @ 9:05 PM


♥ Tuesday, May 27, 2008

gee.. didn't update ytd.. cos too tired =x don't worry, my blog isn't dead yet -.-

hmms, ytd went to bugis in the morning.. den ate kfc, den bused 12 back to sch.. reached sch ard 2.45? den slacked in cafe 1 until 3 plus.. den go up class.. practically no mood at all can.. zzz.. cos like teacher also nv teach, den ask us do ourself.. -.- like might as well dun go sch right.. LOL.. somemore go 2 hours nia.. boliao lo..

den after sch went to e-hub suggested by michelle.. LOL.. slacked there until 7 plus or 8 plus den go home.. LOL.. and we sneaked into the acarde to play games too.. HAHA.. cos we all wear jacket go in.. den those got bring home clothes de all change to home clothes.. and not to forget, we saw 2 gays at e-hub too.. LOL.. gross lor.. like they sit together on same chair, den somemore hug and hold hand one sia.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

reached home, bathed, watch tv awhile den go sleep le.. ard 11 plus.. LMAO.. and candice also called me, asked me if i want to go filming tmr anot.. hahahhas..but sadly.. i got sch >.<

den today woke up, damn tired.. den went to sch.. late sia =x

reached sch ard 8.15.. LOL.. went up to class.. but i'm still not the latest.. HAHA..

and i today laughed so much that my cheeks cramped.. not just mine lor.. even jiaxuan's one also cramped.. LOL..

slept in lecture also.. too tired luhs.. den had the "care" lesson with bridge leaders.. LOL.. okays luhs.. quite fun.. no chance to punch nigel.. LOL.. but got disturb disturb abit.. HAHA.. and yvonne laughter damn funny.. den jiaxuan kept laughing.. LOL.. seriously sia.. i now cannot laugh le.. my cheeks stiff liao.. HAHA..

after sch, went to tamp again.. HAHA..bought the chicken to eat.. den went to mac there to slack.. ard 6 liddat, i left.. cos mum ask me to go loyang point meet her.. den they keep saying rm must go with me to meet parents- in- law.. LOL..

den we keep quarreling also.. den quarrel halfway, i scold him stfu, but he nv hear.. den daniel there keep laughing.. cos i scold stfu.. LMAO.. somemore he purposely drink ice milo.. cos it's milubing -.- keep suaning my idol sia -.- and me and rm argue also cos of the milubing thing.. cos i say mlb is my idol.. den i say is group.. he say is band.. den we keep argue.. -.-

den we keep playing the huh huh huh thing.. damn fun sia.. can keep laughing non stop.. LOL..

boring sia.. saw that stupid person in cafe 1 again.. was like i turn den zomg.. see him again -.-

den stupid nic also there keep disturb and disturb.. somemore use alpha den msn come talk to me -.-

kays luhs.. end here le.. too tired =x i need a good rest.. my throat isn't well..


and lastly, a sorry to rm for pinching him until blue black =x







my heart isn't feeling good either..

your love was like a shadow @ 8:46 PM


♥ Sunday, May 25, 2008

today damn sian..

didn't go to the appointment.. LOL..

den at home damn sian.. to the extent that i went to play neopets -.-

talk crapped online and sms too..

miao got scammed by the uncle.. cos his chicken rice add rice and drumstick meat cost $5.20.. actually wanted go down find him de.. but daniel didn't wan go.. den yuehan very long den reply.. LOL..

idk wad to write le.. can't help.. too sian le.. ROFL..

and tmr sch will only start at 3.30pm =.= might be going to bugis with clique..




uploading of overdue fotos


ron is forever loved xD

i can still laugh at jeremy's pic.. LMAO..

act cute bro of mine..

excuse me, wad you trying to do?

super model.. LMAO..

madir!

eh.. got heartbeat not.. LMAO..

ferris wheel.. no. 14 xD

wah, sword sia.. i scared =x

machine gun somemore -.-

hunter gun? LMAO..

me and jingyi.

me and michelle.

during ms koh chalet.. misses =x

cousin outing foto =x

they said this looked like from right to left..LMAO..

jump!

dao kias.. LMAO..

they just snapped when we were walking in front of them -.-

me and terence..



and i was so bored and i went to do some quiz.. LMAO..




Your Heart is Yellow and Green



Your heart is caring and generous.

You are kind, understanding, and forgiving.

You bring objectivity and rationality to relationships.

You're good at giving your partner freedom and space.

What Are the Colors of Your Heart?




Your Love Song Is



You and Me by Lifehouse



"Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to prove

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you"



For you, love is very intense and a little difficult to express.







i'm beginning to wonder if he likes her..
why do my imagination always run wild..

your love was like a shadow @ 7:09 PM


♥ Saturday, May 24, 2008

tralalalalalas..

i've changed my blog song to wo bu hui chang ge.. no more noisy song when you open the window.. ROFL..

hmms, today, sleeping den suddenly i hear cai hong playing.. den is candice call.. cos i put my fone away from me ma.. den like my fone ring, den i see, really is ring.. den pick up lo.. den she ask me wan go out anot.. actually didn't wan go out de.. cos my muscle damn pain.. but in the end aiya go luhs.. stay at home also rot..

went to ws meet them.. she and her friend.. hmms.. went until bugis to eat mos burger.. den BK called.. ask her wan to go sing k anot.. den she say okay.. so we went to bugis just to eat mos burger only -.-

went over to hougang to find BK den they go sing k.. i pay $13 go in to play psp and listen music nia.. ROFLMAO.. wanted to go disturb rm.. but too bad he not at home.. LOL.. den daniel cannot come out.. den yuehan meet his friend at night.. LOL..

den after they k finish, bill 41++ cos we tot each person 10 bucks nia.. den they say next time won't go there le.. LOL.. den went to hougang mall to have our dinner, while BK went to meet his friend at hougang mall too.. but, me and candice roamed ard hougang mall.. den we decided to go back pasir ris eat.. cos we quite broke.. LOL.. den bused 89 back to pasir ris.. damn fast lor.. like less than 1/2 hour reach liao? LMAO.. or isit becos i played psp on the bus den time pass very fast.. but i think should be not ba.. HAHAHA.. den went to ws.. grabbed a burger at mac.. den went to pei candice buy donuts den she go new generation collection.. den her mum fetch her home.. she say i dao lo.. cos she say bye, i reply back bye..but she nv hear.. den she say i dao -.-

and i asked her isit now i speak softer than last time le.. cos my friend always when i talk den he will huh huh huh.. dunno isit he cannot hear me or isit he purposely.. LOL.. den she say ya, i speak softer as compared than last time.. but i play that time, i can talk until very loud one lehs.. maybe? LOL.. den my bro also say now i speak softer le.. =x speak softer good wad..girl ma.. later ppl say i kpkb if i speak loud.. ROFL..

sian luhs.. actually saved 20 bucks de.. den today go out, all gone..zzz.. next time stay at home rot better.. can save money somemore..

reached home.. abit tired le.. yuehan asked want to go acarde on monday before sch anot.. since monday 3.30 den start sch.. LOL.. cos no LLA lesson.. den go sch for like 2 hours nia sia.. zz.. waste time..

okays, i need a hair cut soon.. my hair thick liao.. LMAO.. lame excuse.. rofl.. and i'm thinking if i should just cut short my hair.. since weather quite hot now.. but it took such a long time for me to grow back long hair lehs >.<

and i also found out ytd that i have alot of mine and rm's foto in my classmates fone.. backview and frontview -.- including mich and jx pic.. ROFL.. i wonder why they would want to keep those fotos.. zz.. wasting fone space.. but who cares.. LOL..

kays luhs.. end here le.. tv time..


i'm beginning to miss you =x

your love was like a shadow @ 10:21 PM


♥ Friday, May 23, 2008

boo!

sun java is boring.. alpheause there playing psp.. LOL.. den i go take his chair.. cos my chair very diff to go until rm they all there.. LOL.. teacher teach too fast.. den we cannot catch..den rm they all ask for help..den ask me go over their there help them.. den i bring my whole laptop go there.. LOL.. den mich didn't know i disappear.. den suddenly she go the ebuddy conver say wad i abandon her.. LOL.. kasper and rm laugh sia.. LMAO.. den jiaxuan also help me abit with the sunjava thingy.. HAHAHAHAH.. and was doing my sunjava thingy, den suddenly kena blue screen.. i tio shock lo. den daniel say maybe is overheated.. zzz. cos i suddenly oh... den all ask me wad happen.. LOL..

den after that lunch in sch.. cos actually wanted to go kfc de.. but they say sun very hot, dun wan walk.. LOL.. and i actually hate eating in sch.. becos i will always see that someone i hate! and guess wad? i saw that someone again.. at cafe 1.. zzz..

and my hand is pain >.< and ys was like there keep aiming me with the shuttercock -.- den jiaxuan also keep laughing.. zz.. like we play badminton there keep laughing one sia.. and i think we laugh too much for the day liao.. like whole badminton session we there laughing.. LOL..

den left badminton ard 5.30.. cos actually 4 plus end le.. but we after awhile continue playing.. actually i nv play le.. den the ys keep aiming me with the shuttercock, den i say dun force me take up racket.. den he keep aiming somemore just to wan to make me play..den i play lor.. teamed with jiaxuan.. and daniel stupid one le.. shoot backwards one -.- just to aim me too.. zzz..

at first played with ys and nic.. cos i teamed with yixuan.. den i play until my hand pain.. zzz.. den ys hit until me with the shuttercock..den they all say later rm hit him.. zzz.. and i somehow hit wrong.. hit until yuehan.. and is like jackpot lo.. LOL.. but ya, quite fun luhs.. still know how to play badminton.. but not that pro le luhs.. hahahhas.. and nic they all is damn purposely one lors.. like we play hard one.. den he will suddenly play soft one.. zz.. like damn pekchek lor.. hahhahas..

sweated alot.. my towel from dry become half wet.. LMAO.. i love it.. cos sweat, can slim down easier.. LOL..

den went to outside the sports hall there sit and talk with rm, kasper and yh.. talked about some serious stuffs den after that crapped away.. LOL..

and my leg suddenly cramped when we were in cafe 1.. LOL..damn pain lo.. hahahas..

but sadly, no more badminton until sch reopens again.. >.<>



and my stupid bro.. anyhow go say wad i bring psp to sch.. wah, push the blame to me sia.. cos mum wanted play.. den no batt.. den he say cos of me.. like pls lor.. i play finish that time, still got 2 bar lo.. ya, i keep in my bag, will until no battery one hor.. powerful.. somemore he also got play at home lor.. den come blame me -.- den we were there quarreling, den i tired, dun feel like quarreling with him, so i just scolded him stfu.. and do the bla bla bla thing to him.. den he dared me to say the whole thing out.. cos he keep saying me back, i keep stfu.. den when he dared me, i just "SHUT THE FUCK UP!" and he goes speechless.. dumb ppl are like this.. can't blame..



okays luhs.. end here le.. sleepy.. and i noe that actually alot of my classmates read my blog.. LOL =x






i wonder if i really like you..
it's because when i see you close with other girls, i tend to get jealous..
but yet, i feel that you won't like me..
so i decided not to tell my feelings out..
in case, we couldn't even be friends in future..
at least i'm quite close to you now..
i still get to talk and joke with you..
so long as you're happy, i'll be happy..
so, boy.. promise me that you'll be happy always.. (:





❤ i hope you will always know that i am always there for you..

your love was like a shadow @ 9:50 PM


♥ Thursday, May 22, 2008

today.. seriously still too tired =x cos ytd reached home ard 12.. den slept ard 12.30.. LOL.. so this morning woke up.. damn tired sia -.-

den sch.. okay luhs.. mme photoshop assessment.. zzz.. cmi sia.. i alot of thing dunno.. den some is ansari , jianhao and mingwei teach me de.. LOL..

and a super funny thing happen.. cos jianhao was sitting on the chair on opp side, den he lean back on the drawer.. den he using hp, den i told him, he sit liddat later sure fall de.. if the chair move, you sure fall de.. den not long after, he really fall.. den everybody laugh and see.. LMAO.. including me.. cos i told him he sure fall de.. LOL.. den cher walk to our area here, he say he can smell cigg =x

den he also anyhow go say wad my blog got virus.. zz.. cos he open den lag.. LMAO..

den rm go say jianhao fall becos i stare at him, he scared den he fall -.- no link lo.. tell him how many times le my eye is equally as big as him.. LOL..

den after that, lunched with yvonne.. den the boys no space, den become sit with us also.. LOL.. den crapped and laughed alot luhs.. HAHA.. and they really like to anyhow make up story say this person say this and that -.- zzz..

and saw nigel at c1 there too.. cos me and yvonne was talking about him, den suddenly he appear.. den was like i tio shock lor -.- like speak of the devil.. LMAO..

den mich and yixuan came after that.. LOL..

and cmos was boring.. cher teach until i sleep awhile sia.. cos i too tired le =x.. and my ds, went thru so many ppl's hand today.. cos everybody ask me lend them play.. LOL.. den mr chu, he put on the screen that psp will be confiscated if spotted in class.. cos in class like alot of ppl playing.. den rm they all also playing street fighter on desktop.. LOL.. den i say cher, you say psp only uhs.. so i can play ds in class.. LOL.. den he say oh ya, ds also.. den i say cannot.. you say psp only le.. HAHAHAHAHHA..

den after cmos.. finally end sch.. went to tamp walk walk with rm,mich,daniel,yh and kasper.. we go buy something eat le.. den we sat at mac there slack.. like for dunno how many hours.. LOL..
den ard 6 plus, or isit 7? we went to acarde to let rm see the something like o2jam de game.. HAHA..

went to singtel shop see fone also.. den they damm crap one lehs.. cos i stand outside.. den not long after, rm come outside also.. den they left without us -.- cos rm turn back, den he say they go already.. zzz... somemore they still can laugh -.-

den talked about wrestling at mac there also.. LOL.. surprise that i got watch wrestling one ma -.- den keep saying wad i body slam them later -.- cos they say wan go my house..den daniel say later go in cannot come out.. LOL..

and daniel stupid lehs.. anyhow go snap me and rm's pic -.- somemore say wan go home photoshop -.-zzz..

den bused home with kasper.. and that stupid yuehan go say rm should send me home -.- zzz.. lame lehs.. saw jiahao on bus too.. LOL.. walked home from busstop with him and his friend.. LOL.. his friend like damn familar lehs.. like i got see him b4 liddat.. LMAO..

sat might be going out with the guys.. cos almost all is stay at home rot de.. so they wanted to go out.. LOL..shall see how.. LMAO..

ya, and i think that marks my day.. LOL..




can anybody tell me wad to do?

your love was like a shadow @ 9:29 PM


♥ Wednesday, May 21, 2008

lols.. finally back from wedding dinner.. LOL..

today sch, damn tired again -.-

slept awhile in lecture hall.. cos morning already i felt like sleeping.. den lecture was super super boring.. so slept lo.. HAHHHHAHA..

tt miao, i talk to him he keep huh huh huh.. i got talk so soft one mehs? zzz...

den after sch, went tamp.. den i was talking to rm ma.. den ys say wad two ppl here like got alot of things to say hor -.- zzz..

cos i was saying he believe that zeta wear skirt xl only.. when me and yvonne.. erm.. shh.. LMAO..

den after that at tamp, went to mac cos they need to learn photoshop.. den after awhile i jiu go home le.. cos need prepare for the wedding dinner.. LOL..

mich say wrong on the bus.. say wad my wedding dinner -.- zzz..

and today is damn funny one lehs.. we go everywhere also see dm, den we siam, turn and wear lanyard, den walk.. LMAO..damn funny la.. cos rm was playing with his lanyard, there whacking ppl, and playing with the lanyard ard his neck/head.. de the dm keep staring at him.. LOL..

dinner at night.. not bad luhs.. but the heels almost killed me.. -.- like my leg now pain sia.. after 1/2 a day in heels.. zzz.. and i dun really like wearing heels, because i'm already tall, den i wear heels, it will make me even taller, den i will become like giant.. LMAO..

saw alot of my cousins.. and saw a guy there.. looked so much like zijie.. just that he's more tanned.. and i actually didn't know until elaine told me that there's this guy behind her table who looked like zijie.. LOL..

den after that went home.. drank abit of red wine.. LOL..didn't drink much.. cos later tmr cannot wake up for sch.. HAHA..

msged rm also.. den suddenly daniel msg me.. zz.. say wad rm miss me.. zzz.. like wth? i msg him, den he suddenly msg me -.- zz..

okays luhs.. end here le.. too tired..






i dunno what am i thinking also..
i like the way you smile..
maybe i'm just thinking too much..
amitabba.. forget him forget him xD

your love was like a shadow @ 11:51 PM


♥ Tuesday, May 20, 2008

gah!

i dunno why i'm here blogging also.. cos i'm already very sleepy -.-

okays.. today school was alright.. den after sch, no care lesson, so get to release early.. plus our lecture also release early.. lmao.. so we slacked ard in sch cos we were tired to get someone to go home, den we can go buy something for him.. LMAO..

and end up, they were there playing outside the lecture room.. seeing who can carry who -.- zzz..

den after that, went to tamp mall.. to buy ys's present.. lol.. hope he'll like it..

slacked at kfc for quite some time too.. LOL.. cos too tired le luhs.. LMAO.. den cos ys talking on fone, den rm say he talk like dead ppl talk liddat.. den i say you also wad.. den he go suan me say i also liddat de -.-

eh.. see, told you my chinese dun have english assent liao.. =x

and i take rm's lanyard, dun wan return him.. cos i wanted to put his ezlink card, pic face up..den he keep on dun wan give me.. zz.. den i take his lanyard dun wan give him back.. LOL.. he dumb luhs.. keep on wan put it face down -.- like his pic also nicer than my pic lo.. zzz..

den ard 5 plus, bused home with kasper.. reached home ard 5.45.. dead tired..

played ds until wan to sleep -.- den dinner, den watch tv den play laptop.. now i feel like sleeping le.. LMAO..

okays luhs.. end here le.. tired =x

your love was like a shadow @ 9:00 PM


♥ Monday, May 19, 2008

i wonder why the hell am i born into such a stupid idiotic family.. i wish i dun have parents like them.. it's almost like i'm on my own.. i come home, i face ppl who i talk to and yet seldom answer me.. so why would i bother to talk to them? now you know why i dun like to go home.. once i go home, i haven even change out of my uniform and she just asked me to do this and that -.- i mean wtf? i can't even have time to do my own things ma.. zzzz..

and i deftinely hate hoildays.. i wish there are no hoildays forever.. i rather have sch for the rest of my life.. because in sch, i still have my friends whom i can talk and laugh with.. like at home ,i can't even communicate with them.. ppl have family day.. and yet mine, bullshit.. weekends, they go for karaoke.. and public hoildays, we rot at home.. wtf?!

it makes me damn pissed off when i talk to them and they dun answer me.. so now i learn.. when they talk to me, i dun answer them.. it's like i wan to buy laptop bag and my thumbdrive.. cos my thumbdrive space abit small.. and everything he also like dun wan buy for me -.- i ask him bring me go bugis buy, he nv answer me.. zz.. cbk lor.. like that the mouth for wad.. go sew up ur mouth la.. den forever no need to answer ppl le..

and it's like i'm already going to be 18.. and yet they controls me so much -.- cos like i was playing laptop till 1 plus ytd.. and she say wad who ask you play until so late. and confiscates modem.. zz.. den i complained.. i take computer course, cannot always use computer.. dun study la.. i should have taken accounting sia! den i say if teacher ask me why i nv do my online assessment, i just say oh my modem kena confiscated.. so i got no internet, den cannot do lo.. and this morning she return.. zzz.. lame shit luhs..

and have you ever heard of ppl feel closer to friends than family? oh, maybe i'm the only one that feels that way ba.. because i realise i cannot communicate with my family.. when i tell my mum things, she will go around telling my aunties or her friends.. zzz.. shouldn't parents keep secret of wad their kids tell them? zzz..

go ahead, critise me..i dun give a damn.. ITE is it's the end.. i dun give a fuck.. even if i can't marry well, its non of your business.. go care about ur wonderful and smart son who is in express.. go ahead.. you still didn't have to say me until liddat.. things like i dun wan to study is my problem.. go ite is my problem.. next time she is marry out.. you different.. you need to earn money to support ur wife.. wtf is wrong with her man! hello, come on, i failed only sci.. and wad actually happened.. you didn't wan to let me tution my sci because you say it was too expensive.. execuse me, wad can you expect from a 1 to 1 tution? and i passed my N level sci also thanks to my tution teacher alright.. den you all dun wan let me continue.. zz.. den fail, you all blame me.. actually i already noe will have such a day le.. zz..

ah forget it.. i actually feel like dying right now! i can't stand a single bullshit in this family anymore.. i find that this 'family' is just a place for me to stay.. i can no longer feel any more love and warmth.. and sometimes i actually wonder if i am her nautral born child.. or am i just an adopted child.. thats why i am treated so unfairly.. just like cinderilla..

thats it man! i will prove to you that even if i can't marry well, i will still survive well.. i dun need to depend on u all.. i can depend on myself.. even if i decided to stay single forever and not get married, i can still support myself.. you dun need to worry about me.. go worry about ur wonderful son with fantastic results.. let him have the best and everything.. go ahead.. he's the one who will carry ur surname down to the next generation.. you dun need to give a fuck about me anymore.. not anymore..

and i actually dreamt that i was dying in the hospital.. so cool.. wouldn't it be better if i was dead? things would be so much simplier and they wouldn't have so much trouble on me.. they could just worry about their precious son.. and no one else..

and i find that my friend's parents actually treat me better than how you guys treat me..say sinnee, her parents even celebrated birthday for me that time.. wad did you all even do? nv even open bbq or smt for me.. all i had was cake and birthday song? zzz.. and say candice.. her parents ever bought me out for dinner.. say jingyi.. her parents ever cooked for me.. and ask me to stay and eat.. see, they treat me so much better than you guys..

and i hope that everyday is a school day man! i wonder how am i going to survive the june hoildays? zzz.. and thus i'm and i've been in a freaking bad mood for the whole day -.-








there's no one i can rely on.. no one i can fall back on..

your love was like a shadow @ 6:29 PM


♥ Sunday, May 18, 2008

boo..

today, woke up ard 2pm.. LMAO..

den cleaned floor.. den terence called.. ask me wan go downtown not.. den okays lor.. go down lor.. go down just to eat nia -.-

den anyhow walk e-hub den go central buy drinks den go home -.- wad a lame day.. HAHA..

and back home, msn and do my cmos homework online.. LOL.. and that stupid wenbin tried to fool me.. he say wad tmr got sch -.- like wtf? tmr is like hoilday.. den tell me got mme lesson.. zzz.. like only a fool will believe.. LOL..

crapped alot with rongmiao, wenbin and razin too.. LOL.. can you believe razin nv stead b4? HAHA.. like can't believe lor.. i tio stunt for a moment.. HAHA..

and i'm like hooked on wo bu hui chang ge.. and rm go suan me when i listen this song.. he say i dunno how to sing.. zz.. cos tt time i asked him got this song anot.. den he say you dunno how to sing? zzz.. LAME..

and for the first time, i cut my nails for more than an hour cos i was cutting my nail, reply sms, chatting on msn and also replying garfield's comment.. LOL.. so end up, i cut my nails for damn long.. HAHAHAH..

kays luhs.. end here le..

your love was like a shadow @ 11:28 PM


♥ Saturday, May 17, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SEAN YEW !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAWSON!

today damn slacked..

rotted at home.. LOL.. woke up ard 1 plus? and lay on bed until 1.45 liddat den decided to wake up.. cos i quite lazy uhs.. HAHAHAHHA..

den wake up le.. jiu online all the way.. HAHA.. and my fone seriously sot le.. cos i didn't noe got ppl msg me until i go see my inbox.. got wierd tt nobody msg me.. or isit maybe someone touch my fone? zzz..

and so, i stayed at home and rot.. LOL..

fishy msged me, ask me wanted to go watch kungfu panda on 7 or 8th june anot.. LOL..

i dunno wan go join badminton for cca not lehs.. but also like so long i nv play le? my skill also like shit liao.. HAHAHA.. so dunno wan join anots.. hahhahas..

now i'm super bored=x

just now also rm go disturb me for hours sia.. cos we chatted for hours on msn.. den he there keep suaning me.. like forever.. i think only got like 1 hour liddat we talk serious stuffs nia.. den the rest all talk crap de.. HAHA..

and i got nothing to write le.. weekends post are always like this.. LOL..

your love was like a shadow @ 10:51 PM


♥ Friday, May 16, 2008

one word to describe myself today.. tired =x

supposed to wake up at 6 plus today.. but i too tired.. so wake up ard 7.20am.. LOL.. bathe and went down to meet rm and ys.. supposed to meet 8.15,but they even later than me.. and made me wait for them so long.. den ard 8.40 liddat rm den reach.. LOL.. and that ys purposely come late de.. so that i can go sch together with rm -.- cos he was like sms me, den say wad you go sch together with rm..zzz..den i say no lors.. still got kasper.. HAHA..

den after sch he say kasper spoil his plan -.- see, he purposely come late de.. no wonder he got so kind, ask me wan to go inter meet them anot.. zzz..

reached sch ard 9..den go up class, nv wait for ys.. HAHA.. then they anyhow spam msn again.. luckily i use laptop again.. LOL.. den today was the indian teacher teach.. like i also cannot understand de.. so i nv listen.. i there playing laptop.. den he suddenly call my name, den ask me to pay attention.. like i tio shock sia.. HAHA.. den okays lors.. msn still but also got copy.. HAHAHHA..

and they saying mich is pig.. LOL.. cos me and her both using purple font.. den they say beside me de.. HAHA.. den also say wad.. the non bold de.. which is hers.. cos mine font is bold de.. den she go change to bold font.. LOL.. den we there keep laughing and laughing.. HAHA.. plus yuehan anyhow to type web, den kasper actually believe there's such a web -.- zzz..

also told rm why i become cut myself last time and why i smoke last time.. LOL.. garfield, can't say out okays.. HAHA..

den after sch, went to tamp to eat.. ate mac.. and the guys can really eat alot.. cos ys got the coupon, den we buy 1 set, and can get a free item, den i gave the free item to him.. cos i obviously can't finish.. and the guys can eat all.. zz.. i even gave my fries to rm, cos i can't finish.. den ys help eat also.. and they started gobbling -.- zzz.. like wth?! make it like so digusting lors.. HAHAHA..

den they rushed back to sch for their badminton.. i went also, cos i too bored.. no one at home.. and i meeting mum at 6pm.. so might as well go back sch.. LOL.. okays luhs..see them play badminton quite fun.. HAHA.. make me wan to play also.. hahhahas.. and they play very funny one sia.. lols.. den that ys, keep aim me.. zz.. make the shuttercock, hit my head.. and my laptop -.-

den when we reach sch tt time, got some hair dressing ppl.. den they call siyin until very loud.. den i turn to look, den jx and rm all look also ma.. den they not calling me.. is their group also got another person called siyin.. LOL.. den rm say see, tell you alot of ppl name siyin.. HAHA.. den jx give me that eh face.. LOL.. cos we turn then the person not looking our direction ma.. hahhahs.. den he somemore say he actually wanted ask me i know the person uhs.. LOL..

den i was sitting there playing my laptop.. den alpaeous, ask me why i nv play.. i say uniform can play uhs.. den he say why cannot.. LOL.. talked and laughed alot with them luhs.. HAHAHA.. always liddat de.. hahahahas.. den that rm go disturb me also -.- keep saying i anyhow add ppl on friendster -.- cos he say i got near to 1000 friends liao.. so is i anyhow add de -.- zzz.. den today got another stranger add me, den i tell him, he say i anyhow add again -.- zzz.. den i say i nv add wad.. is he add.. lol.. den he say who ask me anyhow accept.. zzz..

den cos we waiting for mich to play finish ma.. den they all ask jiaxuan to ask mich she okay already anot.. den he there xiao jie.. den i say eh should not call her xiaojie ma.. should call her laopo.. den he give me tt diao face.. den he say den he leh *points to rm* den say he call you darling huh.. zzz.. den rm heard ma.. den he say wad.. you dun anyhow say hor.. LOL.. zzz.. crap sia.. HAHA..but used to it can le.. lols..

den left sch ard 5.30.. reached tm ard 6.. and that jianhao go disturb.. cos they taking 969.. den i going tm ma.. den i bye to them.. den he go bye bye.. so lonely -.- zzz..

den after dinner with mum, jiu go home le.. LOL.. tired luhs.. plus my bag damn heavy.. now my shoulder damn pain liao..

den when alight at bus 3 there, saw the guy stay in my blk de..chatted with him for the first time.. cos usually we just smile nia.. HAHAHA.. chatted all the way from bus stop to our blk sia.. hahahhas.. cos i ask him why so late den go home.. den he say cca.. den he ask me why i so late.. den i say go walk walk lors.. den he say uh you also.. hahhas.. den i say with my mum.. he ask where she.. den i point lor.. hahhhas.. den he somemore go talk to my mum.. ask which floor we stay.. den he say we stay so high.. he stay 2nd floor ma.. hahhahhas.. and he asked how i find sch.. den i say quite fun.. den he say ya.. cos poly ppl like all boring boring de.. den next time when you go poly and you get a talk alot class.. you should noe where they come from.. den i laugh.. LOL.. he usually also start at 8am de.. HAHAHA.. and also saw jiahao at tamp inter too.. LOL.. not to forget kimjian kor at tamp mall.. cos i was like see him, den like this guy very familar.. den he also look at me.. den i see again.. ohs it's kor .. LOL.. den he say hello to me.. hahhahas..

ohs, and i think i forgot to mention that ytd, a malay guy in sch.. cos i was waiting for yixuan to refill the water bottle.. den this malay guy asked me wad is my name.. and guess wad i replied.. i asked him back.. why.. den he say just asking.. zz.. den he say no harm making new friends right.. den i just smile back.. den we go back class liao.. like this kind of ppl too boliao liaos..

okays luhs.. end le..

your love was like a shadow @ 10:07 PM


♥ Thursday, May 15, 2008

today, damn sleepy again -.-

and somehow i was late for sch.. becos bus 5 came late.. and the bus was like bloody full with ppl -.- luckily managed to squeeze onto the bus.. den i late for sch 20+ mins liddat nia.. after that met yuehan den went up to class together.. LOL..

den rm was even later than me and yuehan.. lols.. den we were like on msn talking about why miao miao haven come.. den he come le.. HAHA..

den teabreak at like 10.30? den yuehan, kasper and i went down to eat something, cos seriously too hungry liao =x but i can't believe yuehan can eat so much sia.. like he can eat 2 waffer, and 2 bread.. den lunch at 11.45am, he ate rice again -.- zzz. like omfg luhs -.-

anyway, let me thank rongmiao for helping me carry my bag even though it was just a short while >.<

den lunched at cafe 1.. den finished ard 12.30, went up to 4th floor there play laptop, den the rest play psp.. LOL..

and finally managed to download the photoshop thingy.. thanks to michelle (:

cmos lesson, did nothing again..den end up we there play msn talked crap and started spamming again -.- luckily i use msn on my laptop.. else use ebuddy sure lag like hell de >.<

den after sch, went to eat.. saw david there.. den yvonne wave hi.. den david tot she wave to behind de ppl, den he turn behind.. den we all were like diao.. lame -.- den she hi again.. den he turn again.. zz.. den after that he point himself, den i point him, den he oh wave hi back.. LOL.. zzz..

den after that went to practice photoshop with michelle, rongmiao and kasper.. and we talked quite alot of crap also luhs.. HAHA.. and rm got a new name.. called fei mao.. or garfield.. LOL. cute sia.. hahahahas.. and his pattern macham like garfield lors.. hahahahas.. garfield also like to sleep, he also.. say later reach home den sleep until tmr 6am.. LOL..

den ard 7 liddat, reached tamp inter.. 969 was like super long queue.. zz.. so decided to take 39 instead.. reached yishun ard 8? LOL.. went over to yishun to find parents and grandma..cos they treated grandma eat.. belated mothers day celebration i think.. HAHA.. bill was like $112 and the food was like shit.. i swear.. the crab also not fresh one lors.. like usually we eat, is the meat not stick to the shell de.. den today de is stick to the shell -.-

den finished dinner ard 9 plus.. reached home ard 11? LOL.. cos the bus quite long.. hahahhahas.. played with photoshop on the bus too.. HAHA..

kays luhs.. end here le.. nights..

your love was like a shadow @ 11:47 PM


♥ Wednesday, May 14, 2008

tralalalas..

this morning woke up.. damm tired =x super not in the mood to wake up and go to sch.. damn!

in the end, went to central to meet candice.. cos i was kinda hungry, den wanted to eat smt.. den bused 12 to sch.. den late for sch.. but still not the latest.. =x

den up for lesson.. cmos as usual slack.. and they talked crap on msn again -.-

den lunch time, and when going up for lecture that time, saw nigel at the b blk de lift there.. den yvonne they all were like eh nigel lehs.. LOL.. den we enter the same lift, den she damn hyper luhs.. she keep on siyin,nigel same lift as you lehs -.- den i pinch her, den she say pain lehs.. siyin lors.. becos of nigel pinch me -.- walau.. like damn paiseh lors.. i think the whole lift noe who is nigel and who is siyin liao lors =x den msged him.. den he say his friend asking him questions all those.. LOL.. luckily the lift dun have my class de other ppl.. else i sure die sia.. LOL..

and lecture was damn boring lors =x i slept there lors.. cos i was too tired.. and lecture was damn boring.. and they keep prank calling also -.- not by jeremy and mathair, but by my own classmates -.- zzz.. nic also go call me den i go pick up.. den we there hello hello hello.. LOL.. zzz..

den ys also got video call me, den i go pick up.. den i think he tio shock.. i also.. cos suddenly got sound come out from my fone.. LOL..

and i finally got my candy from someone.. LOL.. like a kid yea =x thanks anyway..

passed jeremy his present in lecture hall.. he keep ask me go behind, i ask him come infront.. LOL.. den in the end he come in front.. LOL.. he might be joining bl also? hopefully he can go in.. den at least i got someone pei me.. LOL..

had pe after lecture.. running in my sch shoes, made my leg cramp -.- thats why after i run finish 2 round, jiu nv do pe le.. cos leg cramp.. walk very diff.. so nv go the pullup thingy..LOL.. leg damn pain bodoh! zzz..

and now , my leg still pain -.- den after pe, went with those guys to cafe 1 to drink water.. yuehan treated me and mich drink.. thanks!

ohs, and rm's specs broke too.. den i say he nv wear specs nicer.. den ys they all stupid, go eh eh eh.. zzz.. den jx laugh.. but in the end he say but really.. rm nv wear specs look better.. LOL..

den out of sch.. they as usual 31, i went to take bus 12 to whitesands to find mummy to get dinner.. when i walk other side, and say bye, yh go say rm den point me again -.- zzz..

okays.. i'm tired already.. it's 10.10pm. i think i'm off to sleep at 10.30pm.. LOL..




i'm afraid that i might just fall for you. =x

your love was like a shadow @ 9:19 PM


♥ Tuesday, May 13, 2008

today kinda boring and fun.. LOL..

boring maybe cos i tired ba.. den fun also cos of those jokers again.. HAHAHAHA..

hmms, stupid nicloas, jianhao they all.. dumbass sia.. cos my com i leave it open liddat den i go talk to cher doing my laptop ma.. den they go anyhow talk to ppl who talk to me -.- zzz.. den go scold scold bla bla.. zz.. stupid jianhao also keep sending buzz.. -.- and nic still can say wad i still wan spam your msn lehs.. zzz.. poor ivan.. kena disturbed by those stupid guys.. LOL..

den meet nigel outside my class to get his thumbdrive.. cos he let me copy the firefox thingy.. den he come outside my class find me.. LOL.. he seems to have slim down wor.. HAHA..

den lecture.. damn tired luhs.. i keep on wan to fall asleep.. den those guys keep disturbing.. call me rm name again-.- den in lift they also keep disturb.. cos rm in front on me, den they ask rm to turn -.- zzz..

den after sch went to tamp to walk walk again! zz..

mich went to get something.. den she paiseh.. cos the guys all there looking.. den she wan buy some girls thing ma.. den i ask them look away, den they say they won't see one luhs -.- zzz..

den went to rhs to look at shoe bag, cos jiaxuan wanted to see.. LOL.. den rm they all were like.. wah, wan go in again uhs.. LOL..

den after that went to kfc to eat.. luckily no flying chicken between rm and yh.. HAHA..

den me and jx was like the last to finish lors.. i somemore ask him dun eat so fast.. LOL.. den we finish the whipped potato at the same time.. HAHA..

den after that bused home.. and my bag was damn heavy luhs.. and rm offered to help me take, but nah, paiseh luhs.. very heavy lehs the bag.. LOL..

kays luhs. end here le.. i'm sleeping early tonight.. damn tired.. =x

your love was like a shadow @ 8:22 PM


♥ Monday, May 12, 2008

gah!

today morning, kena waken up by candice fone call.. den ard 9 liddat go wash up.. cos i already plan 9am wake up.. den candice 8 plus jiu wake me up liao =x den chatted awhile, den i go bathe..

den bused 3 down to tamp inter to meet yuehan they all.. ended up, rongmiao, daniel and a malay guy all late =x

and rongmiao reach le jiu suan me sia.. ask me i nv faint ytd uhs.. zzz.. he read from my blog de lors.. =x

den after everybody arrive, went to draw money.. cos when i was on the bus, i suddenly realised that i forgot to take money on the table. -.- so ya, went to draw money lors.. >.<>

den ate mac.. and rong miao and yeuhan there keep playing and playing.. like wtf? how old liao -.- den end up rongmiao like stuffing himself.. HAHAHAHA.. i also didn't finish my fries.. too full liao.. and i can't believe yuehan can eat so much.. he ate a mac spicy, a chicker buger and fries -.-

den after that went to meet yongsheng den go to sch le.. den i lazy climb stairs cos at 5th floor.. den rongmiao say he noe i cannot climb stairs -.- den me and yongsheng took lift.. LOL.. den they reached earlier than us.. LOL.. zzz..

den LLA lesson did resume writing.. they keep borrow correction tape from me.. den rm take my correction tape dun wan return me when i wan use.. den i go take.. den he hold on to it.. den ys go say husband and wife playing -.- zzzz..

den mme lesson photoshopped.. stupid jingwei, go anyhow anyhow sit my place.. somemore i come in he and jianhao still can laugh -.- cos they noe i sit there de ma.. LOL.. den i was doing, den the cher suddenly come to me.. den say wad if you slimmer, you will be very charming.. den guys will queue from here to orchard.. LOL.. like...... suddenly lors.. HAHAHA..

den some unhappy things happened that made me moodless.. so went home straight.. cos also no mood to go walk walk.. den yuehan go say i emo girl -.-

okays luhs.. i end here le..

your love was like a shadow @ 10:35 PM


♥ Sunday, May 11, 2008

today, i dunno why i woke up at 8 plus.. but since it's 8 plus only, i decided to go back sleep.. den woke up ard 10 plus again..

den go escape theme park.. okays luhs.. for the first time downtown is damn crowded.. LOL.. met edwin they all at escape.. den played inverter, rainbow and pirate ship.. den after that took a break at burger king.. den went to buy food.. but the queue was damn long.. queued ard 20+ mins.. den when going to reach that time, i suddenly feel like vomitting.. den after i ordered my food, den i feel giddy.. like going to faint.. den i close my eye awhile.. den i see everything like going darker and darker.. den i asked edwin help me take my tray.. cos i feel like fainting.. den i noe i holding on to the counter there de table.. like anything i can just fall backwards.. den when i close my eye, den got 1 person tap me.. say my wallet put there.. den i hold.. den i see everything black black liao.. den edwin asked if i okay anot.. den he quickly hold me back to our seat there.. somemore got one kind soul who offered me the axe oil.. thanks auntie.. den edwin also say he hold me, den i feel very cold.. HAHA.. den he say my face white white.. even my lips also pale.. LOL..

and for the 1st time i experienced this.. den edward say for 18 years.. this is your first time.. LOL.. zz..

luckily i got my cousins there sia.. if not i think i will just faint on the floor lors..

and after that, i'm not allowed to take anymore rides.. because they're afraid that i will just faint again.. LOL.. they say maybe is cos i stand too long, den nv move ard.. den the blood circulation nv go my brain.. i think maybe also cos i nv drink much water despite the big big sun.. LOL..

den they keep comparing height -.- den talked about generation den girls and boys height.. LOL..

den after that they played until 6 liddat.. den jiu went out to eat dinner.. HAHA.. den after that went home.. LOL.. but somehow i still feel like vomitting and abit giddy.. like anytime can faint.. LOL.. den we also took some photos at escape.. will be uploaded soon.. LOL..

okays.. anyways, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!







nuer, thanks for your wish.. iloveyou.. after reading your blog, i'm so touched.. yeaps.. we noe each other for only a short while, but feel like we noe each other for a long le.. yea.. my family outing.. so fun lors.. hahahas.. i miss you too.. cos we diff sch le ma.. den diff to meet up also.. =x i've told you alot of things also.. i cannot lose you as a friend and nuer too.. it's because i love you too much

your love was like a shadow @ 11:08 PM


♥ Saturday, May 10, 2008

LOL.. finally back home..

went out ard 4.30pm? den trained to city hall to meet Candice and Ben Koh.. LOL.. they tot i will be slower, den i reach already, they still at bugis -.- den went to walk ard marina square b4 we go makan.. LOL..

den went after actually wanted to go watch movie.. but no show to watch.. den they wanted to play pool, so they go cineleisure play lors.. den end up alot of ppl, so nv go lors.. den they go kbox to sing.. LOL..

sing from 8.30 - 10.30, den went home.. cos both their parents rushing them.. LOL.. okays, pictures are taken.. are well, i'll post them after i've gotten them from BK..

went to take neos also.. i'll also wait for candice or BK to scan in den send me.. LOL..

had fun luhs.. den cabbed home.. $24.60 -.-

and i offically declare that i'm broke for the week >.<

and tmr's mother's day.. zzz.. nvm, i still have about 20 bucks left.. LOL.. reached home ard 11.30pm? HAHA..

den b4 go out, got online ma.. den tt jianhao keep suaning me -.- bully sia.. HAHA..

okays i have nothing to write le..




damn! i hate that ulcer in my mouth.. zzz..

your love was like a shadow @ 11:31 PM


♥ Friday, May 9, 2008

lols.. today also damn shagged luhs..

woke up at 7.40 by alarm clock... den i feel as if i'm in a saturday mood becos i felt as if ytd was friday.. =x

den so felt like not going to sch lors.. but think of the bridge leader interview.. aiya, go luhs.. HAHA..

so went sch.. but was late.. cos my bus came late =x den took bus 5, den when i reach the place i drop to switch bus 2, was already like 9.10 liao.. den decided to cab to sch.. but the taxi driver tot i wan go mrt, den he u-turn back to sch -.- LOL..

den mr chu also ask why i wear jeans to sch.. HAHA.. den i anyhow say my pants haven dry.. den he ask me dun lie.. HAHAHAH.. den i say ya luhs.. i later going out.. HAHAHHA.. den he say bring along luhs.. i say wah, jeans heavy lors.. lol.. den he say can luhs.. ur bag so big.. zzz.. HAHA..

den lunched in sch.. den went to the bl interview.. missed call from david.. cos no network.. den i wanted to call back, den since he already call yvonne, den nvm le lors.. HAHA.. nigel say i dare to nv pick up his call.. LOL..

lols.. scary lehs.. den i go in like very stress liddat.. den david ask me relax.. LOL.. alright luhs the interview.. but he remember name very fast sia.. HAHA.. den they ask me why wan join bl, i say cos cher ask me to join..LOL.. then they all laugh.. lols..i noe i very joker.. =x

den sue and yvonne like keep dun wan go the interview.. den david ask me go in first.. HAHA..

and i'm in bridge leader.. LOL =x

other that that, sun java lesson kinda sucks today. becos chester was not there.. then the ms tang teach, i dun understand a single shit.. LOL.. and kena suan by rm on msn -.- cos he ask me to send him wad cher write thur ebuddy.. den he say i wrong -.- like my com no prob, den he use jiu got prob.. HAHA. den somemore can blame me ... zzz

den after interview, went to tamp to find jingyi.. aiya, i feel that i'm being made us off.. and i feel very useless, because i'm always very softhearted =x screw it luhs..

den went to movies.. whatever happened, let me forget it okay.. so i will not mention.. plus i got stm now.. so by tmr i will forget le =x LOL..

went toy-r-us walk walk... den went to search for jeremy's and chinsian's present.. like after some time den we finally found it at precious tots.. LOL..

hmms, and i'm thinking if i should wear skirt to sch instead.. cos alot of ppl all ask me to wear skirt.. LOL.. den i tell jingyi that i scared i not used to it.. den she say you sec sch not wear skirt one uhs.. den i say tt skirt diff, sec sch is flare one.. den now is straight cut one.. zz.. LOL..

den just now also got 1 BIG cockroach flew past my ear and landed on my table.. and obviously i will scream.. den bro tio skocked by my screaming.. LOL..

okays luhs.. i end here le..



daddy! i still wan my zinc bag that can put laptop >.<

your love was like a shadow @ 10:38 PM


♥ Thursday, May 8, 2008

7/5/07 ; wednesday :

sians.. kena disturbed again.. like everyday i also kena disturb -.- plus nic go say i sound like uncle .. zzzz.. den yixuan also go take out all my neopic and see.. tsk tsk..

plus during break,in cafe 1, our table was like infront of ys theire table, den he saw me, den go eh rm lehs.. zzz.. den mich go laugh and say irritating siol.. den i go tsk that sound.. HAHHAHA..

den in lecture also.. disturb again -.- den morning also raining.. damn sian luhs.. den end up candice take cab go sch, den sunbian come fetch me somewhere along where i drop also.. LOL.. den went to sch in cab.. HAHA..

den mme lecture was cancelled.. becos the projector was not working.. LOL.. den everybody like so happy >.<>

went tamp after sch with those guys.. den they disturb again.. cos on bus, i sit, den beside me nobody, den they ask rm to go sit with me -.- zzzz..

den candice come tamp find me also.. den go popular.. den saw rm they all again.. den i say him ma.. sms you dunno how to reply one uhs.. den he say u got msg me mehs.. den i say you check lors.. den he check, eh got sia.. den he reply me.. zzz.. like saw me liao den reply me.. LOL..

den after left tamp, took bus 3 to pasir inter with sue and mich.. mich went to engrave something.. den after that walked ard.. den waited for terence, yuting and shimin to come.. HAHA..

den saw jianhao's ezlink card too.. den he say cos the person keep asking his to push his fringe up, den he pekchek, den he give one jiao bin.. LOL.. den i say clip luhs.. den he laugh and say how to clip.. LOL..

den mr chu also called me at night, becos i msged him, ask him if he noe how to reformatt laptop anot.. HAHA..




08/05/08 ; thursday :

today, damn shagged sia.. tired like hell.. den in class keep on feel like sleeping sia -.-

den photoshop in class.. kinda stress.. but later okays le.. managed to catch abit.. HAHA..

den nic in class also keep playing with the mic.. make those funny funny noise.. den got some noise make until scare me and mich.. zz..

but overall class is fun :DDD

den that jianhao also funny one lehs.. zzz.. he go make the chair up and down and up and down again -.- and plus my class, someone broke the chair.. cos i think he lean too back on the chair, den the chair break.. HAHA.. den jianhao somemore always also liddat lean back de.. den he lean back after the chair break, i say you lean somemore, next one will be ur one break.. HAHA.. den he still continue.. den after that he play the up and down thing -.- den like i see already like very wad sia.. den i look and him , ask him wad he doing siol, den he say he too short uhs.. thats why -.- zzzz..

den after sch, went to candice house.. cos they nowhere to go.. so all go home.. HAHA..

den 5 plus went home.. went central buy things first.. den go back home..stupid mum, ask me ride her bike back home for her -.- zzz..

and cher today asked me i join wad cca, cos he asking if anybody wan to join bridge leader anot ma.. HAHA.. den cos i drinking water, so i do the dragonboating style.. den he dragonboat.. den everybody go "wow".. zzz.. den he say i the only girl join.. HAHA.. den i say ya lors.. he say not bad but training damn tough.. den i say ya lors..i thinking of quitting already luhs.. the training like shit lors.. zzz.. den end.. cos i go toilet.. HAHAHHAHAHAH.. den come back ,he start lesson liao.. HAHA..

den he teach for 1 hour liddat den we slacked in class for another 1 hour.. HAHA.. den jiu go home le.. HAHA.. and sue also ask ppl using wad line.. LOL.. like singtel damn mafan sia.. starhub best.. LOL..

den ys talked to me on msn, calling me rm's name again..but i didn't reply cos my friend was using my com to do the test.. den i talking away at the other side.. HAHA.. until i ask him to log out my msn and friendster den i saw.. LOL.. den i go msg him lors.. LOL..

den actually wanted to explore jianhao's fone.. but i dunno how to use his fone.. cos is the U700.. den i dunno how to use lors.. hahahhas.. cos samsung.. LOL.. den i press press awhile, i dunno how to use, den i give him back.. say i dunno how to use.. HAHA..

den stupid ppl go disturb me on msn again.. i think you know who i mean yea.. those stupid ppl i hated since sec sch becos they're forever disturbing me and making fun of me in sch -.- pissed off just now sia >.<

okays, now i'm damn tired.. i going to sleep le..


god, bless me for the interview tmr.. i dun have courage.. pls gimme more courage >.<

your love was like a shadow @ 8:50 PM


♥ Tuesday, May 6, 2008

wahs, this few days damn shagged sia >.<

5/5/08 ; monday :
morning, went to meet michelle at tamp mall..and i created a miracle by going into guardian to buy newpaper. i dunno why, but i just felt like reading newspaper that day.. LOL..den after that went to buy her swim wear..den after buying her swim wear, went to grab our lunch.. den after lunch, went to take 31 to sch.. somehow saw miaomiao at the bus inter there.. den i tell mich, eh, miao miao.. den she look den we miao miao.. HAHA.. den he look over and laugh.. LOL..

den went into the bus lane, yongsheng da UNCLE saw us den he go meet miaomiao.. den he wanted to go buy mac, but end up bus come, den he nv buy.. LOL..somemore cut my bus queue.. HAHA.. den on bus, he ask me where i live.. and i dunno why i go answer him.. cos he go "auntie, where you stay uhs?" zzz.. i should not have answer him sia ..

den go sch is waste time one.. like reached sch, den mich received a call from wenbin.. say cher on sick leave.. den we reach sch le den say =x

so ended up, da group went to cafe 1 to eat.. den i drank water nia.. thanks UNCLE for treating us drink hor! HAHAHAH..den we playing game ma.. den our water like nv drink, den somebody ask the two playing game one.. your water dun wan to drink liao uhs.. den i smile, den drink.. LOL.. den they laugh.. say we forget liao.. HAHA..

and *he self claimed off day -.- cos i told him no lla lesson.. den he say he nv go sch.. LOL..he off day uhs.. HAHA..zzz

den after spending 1 hour at cafe 1, den went to library to slack again -.- for like another 1 hour until 3 den we left the library.. i dun really like going to library, cos there no network.. zz.. den very diff to msg -.- and disturbed jingwei also >.<>.<

den went for mme lesson.. the new cher sucks can! i still prefer the old cher >.<

plus he go extend our time until 6pm sia -.-

den after sch, went to take 31, drop at tanah merah mrt, den go bugis.. jw damn dao lors.. somemore i say bye to him when i drop off the bus okays! LOL..

ate dinner at bugis.. had pepper lunch.. >.<

den after eating, yixuan need to go back, so only left me and mich go shopping.. LOL.. mich bought her bag, i bought my cardigan.. like finally >.<>

yixuan also say me and jw very gum, den mich and jx very gum also -.-

bused 12 home.. reached home ard 9 plus 10 liddat? can't remember le =x



06/05/08 ; tuesday :
hohoho.. today i late for sch sia =x like for 15 mins? 1st time siol.. cos my stupid bro, forgot to ask me wake up -.-

den end up, make me rush like hell -.-

den make me miss the 7.20 bus also.. den next bus 7.35.. like wtf? den reach the jap sch there, bus 2 also 8plus liddat den come..den of course late luhs >.<

den class.. den online msn chat again.. HAHA.. den crapped with jw they all again.. somemore he go disturb me again.. go blow into my ear when i standing there -.-

den break den back to class again.. den lunched with candice.. and my class de guys sit with us also.. they damn crap one luhs.. say wad rong miao must sit beside me -.- zzzz..

den after that went up to lecture hall.. then they disturb again.. cos they call me i nv respond for 2 time, den he say if next time you nv respond me, i call you rm -.-

den after sch went to tm with the guys.. they funny sia.. play ps each other >.<>

they also keep disturbing me and rm -.- zzz..

den after that bused home with kasper.. den they go make those funny funny noise again.. zzzz...


kkays luhs.. end here le.. i damn shagged >.<

your love was like a shadow @ 8:56 PM


♥ Sunday, May 4, 2008

lalalas..

woke up ard 12 plus.. cos slept at 2 plus last night..

slacked awhile, and again, the same thing happened again in the house >.<>

den cleaned floor and packed my stuffs.. after that onlined and watch tv too.. yea.. and got his number too >.<>

he blur blur, forget his password to cisco -.- somemore ask me wads the web to the assessment site.. LOL..

now super bored sia.. played psp awhile.. den now updating blog and viewing STOMP.. cute sia.. HAHA..

and i seem to like to injured my leg.. cos the pail fell on my toe.. and now my little toe damn pain -.- tsk tsk.. it contains water okay! HAHA..

and i'm wondering if i should actually go for training tmr.. cos the person say got meeting -.- but i injured my leg, how to? plus i sick, can run one mehs? doctor say sick should not exercise.. =x

anyway, b4 i forget, i will not be updating everyday already i think? and will be online less often.. so just sms me or smt.. LOL..

okays luhs.. i end here le.. nothing much happening also =x



and i seriously didn't noe that my classmates are as lame as me, or rather even more lame than me =x


shit sia, i think i'm falling deeper and deeper ):





you actually know you wouldn't be able to make it there, so why force things?

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