today,must go back sch..was like super boring la..sians..phy lesson keep wanting to sleep..hahas..but at least i noe how to do abit liaos la..hahas..then i was nearly late sia..but luckily mr colin was later than mi..so i'm not considered late..hahas..hmm..after that,went for a break..then had chem lesson..but as she was going thru,was like nobody listen to her de lor..hahas..i was even there playing song and listening..hahas..hmm..then mummy suddenly call mi ask mi if i got go whitesands find here anots..then she tell mi she coming back le..so i dun need go,then she ended up,came home at 12 plus..hahas..hmm..then i reach home,my head like suddenly so pain..arghh!!!then i felt cold..haiis..then i go bring out my blanket and cover myself from head to toe..hahas..i was like totally weak lor..like walk also cannot walk properly..haiis..i'm sick,and will that angel be here to take care of me?i wish it would happen..but like so difficult..haiis..hmm..jermey chua also call me to ask me go out but i say i sick..hahas..he ask me to go town..cos he say he very long nv see me le..hahas..hmm..then i keep saying dun wan,then he say he pay for my food and everything..lols!!dunno wad is he up to agains..
hmm..just now after i blog finish the above part,i went to sleep..sleep until 5.30 liddat..cos tired and sick ma..so sleep lor..hahas..hmm..then my hp ring i also dunno lor..hahas..is i wake up then see got msg de..hahas..hmm..and that person who msg me,is not someone i hope to recieve msg from..instead,i find him fucking damm irritating..haiis..hmm..actually i can sleep until very late de..is daddy go ask me wake up and eat my dinner..hahas..then bo bian have to wake up..hahas..hmm..not still so tired..but sickness is better..not so weak la..cos i ate medicine le..hahas..hmm..daddy also say i so pro la..sick still can play com..hahas..then i say,play com no need too much energy de ma..hahas..but he noes my com means laptop la..cos so used to saying com liaos..hahas..hmm..now is my shoulder aching..pain ar..and my knee is giving me problems agains..i'm starting to think of wad the doctor said to me..if i go for the surgery,success rate is only 30% and failure rate is 70%..i was like wtf..if the success rate is so low..then he expect me to go for the surgery?was like if fail,then i will become wheel chair bounded!!arghh..liddat,i rather dun go la..if i dun go,sometimes pain..but at least i get to walk like normal ppl..if i go,arghh..wheel chair bounded le..not small matter lor..go everywhere also bu fang bian la..haiis..wad should i do now?
i miss that angel like crazy:)