today, PE was superrrrrrrrr tiring. i ran until stomach and heart pain -.- i dun have a good body to start with. zz. plus i didn't eat anything in the morning. so prolly thats why stomach will pain. as for heart. it has been pain for sometimes already. and i didn't went for check up. zzz. practically was running and more running. zzz. until the last lap den cher let me walk. cos i tell her i got long term mc ma. hahhas.

after PE, went to c2 to eat. saw berwin there too. hahhahas. den alphy and nick came. and stupid nick, come and scare me -.- den waited for them to eat finish, den went for lesson. hahahas.

maths was okay. able to catch up. but but but. next friday got test -.- hopefully i cannnn rememberrrrr. zzzz. waited in c1 for jiaxuan and mich from 4 until 5.20. superrrr sian there. i can just fall asleep la. plus i forget to bring my psp also -.- den even more sian. zzz.

den after that went to tamp cos i need to buy my bus concession. tmr expire already. so must buy. hahahhas. den went to eat kfc also. ate already den go buy my pass. den went to simei to take bus 5 back to pasir ris. cos pasir ris wait for bus 5 always freaking long. thanks daniel and yuehan pei-ing me wait for bus 5. while disiao-ing me too -.-

and OMFG?! i just said it out. zzz. can't believe it. but it took me much courage. lols. hopefully tmr won't be wierd and hope that he won't avoid me also =x

msging and msn-ing now. somemore i have so many conver that i type wrong things into the wrong conver -.- zzz.

okays dunno wad to write already. i did one handwriting test from david's blog. and i think the last part is veryyyy true. hahhahas. okays end here.

Siyin uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Siyin does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Siyin will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Siyin is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

Siyin tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Siyin writes tiny all of the time, she will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Siyin will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. she might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When she is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and her ability to focus is incredible. When she says "she didn't hear you", she really means, she didn't hear you.

Siyin will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Siyin believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Siyin will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Siyin is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Siyin learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget.

Siyin is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Siyin is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Siyin basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Siyin is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Siyin has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper and the writing seems to be moving leftward as it creeps down the page. If this is true, then Siyin has an unhealthy relationship to something in the present and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Siyin seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Siyin seems to be clinging to past events, withdrawing, and spending lots of time thinking about what happened or what might happen in the future. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin and face her demons.